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Book 3: With You Always

Chapter Eleven: The Next Chapter

 

Finally, the melancholy day which everyone around Spring Breeze had tried to forget arrived. It was the day Miriam had to move away.

Cloudy and her friends, including Scazzarda, Liloy, and Meta Knight, were there to see her off. As they crossed the street, Cloudy tried to ignore the brown moving van in front of the house. But deep down, she knew she would no longer be able to shove aside the fact that Miriam would never truly return. And minus the yearly visits and holiday stays, she would be goneβ€”forever. Cloudy couldn’t wrap her head around that verity. She tried to shut it out of her thoughts, but it continued to scream in her head.

Leo was sitting in the driver’s seat of the Capperdale’s shiny red SUV when Cloudy and the others walked up. Miriam and Meredith were packing a set of dishes into a cotton-lined cardboard box with shabby edges. When Miriam looked up and eyed Cloudy and company, her face changed from aloofness to throes of depression and gloominess. She tugged on her mother’s dress sleeve and said something to her that Cloudy couldn’t quite hear. Meredith nodded, but told her to hurry because they were about to depart.

Miriam bolted over to her friends and the first one she threw her arms around was Cloudy. “I’m going to miss you terribly!” she cried. “I wish I didn’t have to go!”

Cloudy felt a flood of dispiritedness upsurge in her, but with a great effort she restrained it. “Don’t worry, Miriam,” she spoke, attempting to sound cheerful but not quite succeeding. “You’ll still see us when your family comes to visit. And maybe we can even pay a call to your house sometime. That’s better than nothing, right?”

“I guess so,” answered Miriam, sounding so disconsolate Cloudy could barely stand it, “but it’s not the same at all. I wish with all my heart and soul time would stop and I could stay here forever. I know moving is what God wants for me, and I won’t argue with his will, but it makes me sad to leave behind everything I’ve ever known.” Tears welled in her eyes and she hastily rubbed them away on her shirt sleeve.

Cloudy too felt sad about what was taking place in the moment. This chapter in their livesβ€”the chapter of good times, laughter, and hanging out, as well as adventures together and lots of fright, tears, and beautyβ€”was almost over. It was nearly finished. But Miriam’s right, she thought. God’s calling her to move because He wants what’s best for her. We may feel sad she’s leaving, but there’s a reason she is. God wants her to have a better life than she does here.

Miriam was thinking along the same lines as Cloudy. Despite her despondency, she felt relieved and full of peace knowing God loved her and was taking care of her.

Miriam gently disengaged from Cloudy and then cuddled the other children. She spent the longest time with Zach. Her narrow fingers nimbly linked in his, she told him how much she would miss him and asked him to write as much as possible. He promised he would.

Then Miriam turned to Scazzarda. The older woman wrapped her arms around the young girl and tugged her close. Miriam leaned her head against Scazzarda’s chest, listening to her heartbeat and reticent breathing. There was a protracted stillness.

“Miriam,” Scazzarda said at last.

Miriam snuffled and looked up at her. “Yeah?”

“I want you to have this.” From her dress pocket, Scazzarda produced a decorative handpainted card with Matthew 28:20b designed on it. Bordering the edges of the card were lilac sprays, golden roses, and the glittering, vibrating wings of lunar moths and monarch butterflies as they flitted and flapped about. Miriam gasped at the breathtaking artwork so masterfully crafted onto the miniature white card.

“My mother painted this card when she was a little girl,” explained Scazzarda. “It’s very old and fragile, but in good condition from years of careful handling. I trust you’ll take very good care of it.”

“I will,” Miriam said. “I will. I promise.” She glanced down at the verse again and slowly read it aloud: “And surely I am with youΒ always, to the very end of the age.”

“Of course,” Scazzarda replied, kneeling beside her. “I gave this to you so you would be reminded that God is with you wherever you go. He’ll never leave you or abandon you.”

“I know He never will,” Miriam said softly, “but I’ll miss you all so much. It won’t be the same without you.”

Scazzarda released a heavy sigh, her eyes glistering with a peculiar light. “I know you’re upset, Miriam, but know that this side of heaven, one chapter doesn’t go on forever. It can’t, in fact.” She gripped Miriam’s hand in both of hers. “God has decided to end this chapter, but that doesn’t mean the book is concluded.” She laughed. “In fact, your story’s just beginning!”

Miriam continued to gaze down at the card for the longest time, an expression of fascination and awe shining in her dark eyes. Then she suddenly grinned at Scazzarda. “Thank you!” she exclaimed, throwing her arms around her neck. “Thanks so much, Miss Scazzarda!”

Scazzarda chuckled, tousling Miriam’s glossy black hair. “You’re most welcome, child.”

Miriam then embraced Liloy. “See you later, Liloy. I look forward to seeing your baby.”

“I’ll miss you dearly, Miriam.” Liloy’s eyes dazzled down at her. “Don’t forget us.”

“You know I’d never forget you,” Miriam responded. “No matter what.”

Last was Meta Knight. Miriam hesitated as she stood in front of him, unsure whether she should hug him or just say something to him. With a bit of indecision, she held out her hand to him, not knowing what else to do. He stared at her for a few seconds with a blend of confusionΒ  and unsurety in his eyes. Then he reached out and clasped her hand in his, his fingers involuntarily tightening around hers. She smiled at him, then placed her arms around him and delicately hugged him. She sensed he seemed tense, frightened, and she almost felt she could understand why. It could occasionally be uncomfortable and weird to hug someone outside your own family, especially if you had a dark past and were wary of certain characters. In this sinister world, it was difficult to know who to trust. While Miriam knew Meta Knight trusted her, she also knew he still struggled with past trauma, and she in no way blamed him for being so apprehensive about being affectionate with those outside his family.

Miriam and Meta Knight gently pulled apart and stood looking steadily at one another. At that moment, Leo honked the horn. “Time to leave, Miriam,” he called.

Miriam withdrew her hand from Meta Knight’s trembling one. “I love you,” she softly whispered. “I’ll miss you terribly.”

Meta Knight tightly clutched the edge of his cape, He suddenly found it harder to breathe. “I love you too, Miriam,” he replied, his voice beginning to choke up. He drew his cape around his body. “I wish you the best.”

A somber smile lingered on Miriam’s lips as she thanked him with a tearful look. She slowly trudged to the car, opened the door, and climbed into the backseat.

Leo poked his head out the window and shouted to the driverΒ  of the van, “We’re ready to go!”

“Aye, sir!” The driver saluted and started the engine. Slowly he began to drive off, the cargo inside making slight rattling noises. Leo kicked into drive and smoothly started off after the van.

As the car pulled away, Miriam rolled down her window, stuck her hand out, and waved to her friends standing alone by the empty house, looking forlorn. They waved in return.

But not one said goodbye.

For while they knew the chapter was over, life’s book was still to be continued.

 

* * * * *

 

Cloudy looked at Miriam’s deserted house and suddenly felt very alone, more alone than she had ever felt in her life. But at the same time, a sprinkle of warmth and peace began to parch her bleak and drab soul. She didn’t know what God planned to write next, but she was ready to jump into the next chapter with confidence and ease. With God on my side, I can do anything, she thought. No matter how rocky the trail ahead gets, God is with me. And He will guard me. . .through every chapter of this life.

Book 3: With You Always

Chapter Ten: The Party

 

“That wrapping is spectacular!”

“The balloons are a bit flat on one side.”

“Oh, brother! I got these garlands tangled!”

“Where’s the frosting? I know I left it on the kitchen counter. . .”

It was Liloy’s birthday, and Cloudy and her family and friends were putting on the final touches for the party. Liloy was due to arrive any minute now, and they were barely halfway done with the little jobs.

“Whoa! What the? Help!” hollered Sniper, struggling and wriggling to free himself from a tangled mess of balloon strings. “Get me out!”

“Okay. Hold still, Wiggly the Worm,” teased Cloudy. She took hold of an intractable piece of string in her mouth and tugged at it, untying the knot which held her brother captive. He shook the strings off his body and smiled his thanks. She flashed a grin at him and walked back to her place beside her mother, who was squeezing swirls of white frosting from a toothpaste-shaped tube onto the three-layer chocolate cake.

For a minute or two, no noise was heard except the rustling of the bushes’ leaves and the tinkling of the colorful bronze tassels dangling from the unicorn piΓ±ata. Then Sniper, who was playing lookout at the corner of the house, waved his paw wildly and hissed out, “They’re coming! They’re coming! Hurry and hide!” They all scrambled to conceal themselves from view and succeeded just as Liloy and Meta Knight stepped under the ivy-covered overhead trellis and into the garden.

Liloy paused a moment to savor the scene. Ten pastel-hued balloons were tied to the sandalwood picnic table, on which sat several presents shrouded in flashy wrapping paper. On a separate table, a marvelous cake of beautiful craftsmanship sat proudly on a silver dish. Beside the cake was a stack of china dishes and silverware. The piΓ±ata, hoisted from a branch in an old oak tree, swayed in the frequent gusts of wind. Various chairs and logs were placed in a ring around a crackling bonfire. A guitar leaned against one of the chairs.

“Guys?” prompted Liloy a little nervously. “Where are you?”

Liloy nearly jumped out of her skin when Sniper swung down from a rope attached to the top of the drainpipe and shouted in her ear: “Happy Birthday!”

“Yike!” Liloy cried, whirling to face him as he stood there grinning at her. “S-Sniper!”

“Gotcha!” Sniper fell back on the ground, kicking his legs and laughing hysterically. Liloy glared down at him, trying to appear stern, but she couldn’t help herself. She began to laugh too.

“Happy Birthday!” Cloudy and Star hollered as they leaped out from behind a patch of tall sunflowers.

Sniper’s brothers appeared from beneath the swing set.

Springtime and Showerstorm popped out from underneath the picnic table.

Miriam and her friends jumped out from behind the oak tree.

Scazzarda, Meredith, and Leo stepped out of the garden shed.

Together they gathered around Liloy and began congratulating her and wishing her many years of life and happiness. Liloy’s lively eyes danced with rapture and enlightenment as she hugged each of her friends and thanked them.

“Wow,” Liloy said, gazing at the garden. “You all did a wonderful job fixing up this party for me!”

“It took quite a while,” said Cloudy mildly, “but we managed to finish it in time.”

“Barely,” Sniper whispered to Yodi.

“Well, it’s fantastic!” Liloy complimented them. She smiled a little sadly as she again took in the beautiful sight. “I just wish Tilry could be here.”

Cloudy wished the subject of Tilry wouldn’t be brought up. She had practically forgotten about him in anticipation of this glorious, long-awaited day. Now a feeling of shame and sorrow swept over her as she recalled yesterday. She didn’t want the fact of Tilry’s absence to ruin the day. So how else could she make Liloy feel better?

“Um, hey, everyone?” Cloudy said in a too-bright tone. “We should really get this party started, don’t you think?”

Liloy seemed relieved at the change in topic. “Yeah. We should.” She turned toward the others, pasting a happy smile on her face and attempting to appear joyful. “Well?”

Scazzarda and Leo glanced at each other and gave imperceptible nods.

“All right!” Sniper shouted.

They all tramped over to the table on which sat the cake. Seventeen candles were positioned atop the rich delicacy. Liloy laughed at how tall the cake was. “You must have used a huge oven for this!” she giggled.

“Only the best for our friend,” Cloudy replied, smiling brightly.

Liloy looked down at Cloudy and grinned. “And whose idea was it to put my face on the side of the cake?”

“Mine,” Cloudy answered, beaming with pride. “I figured it would be a nice touch. After all, it is your birthday. . .and your cake.”

“Maybe we should trying doing that for Father’s birthday,” Liloy joked, “which, by the way, Cloudy, is two days after yours.”

“Whoa! Really?” Sniper stared at Meta Knight in surprise. “So cool!”

“Yes, it is. But anyway,” Springtime broke in, “we should be singing ‘Happy Birthday’ to Liloy right about now, should we not? Everyone ready? A one and a two and a three and a four. . .”

“Happy Birthday to you!
Happy Birthday to you!
Happy Birthday, dear Liloy!
Happy Birthday to you!”

“Thank you all so much,” Liloy said when the song was finished. “You were all in perfect harmony.”

“Yeah?” Leo cleared his throat and pretended to look solemn. “Well, you’re fixing to hear our perfect voices again later today, because we’re going to be singing around the fire together.”

“Oh, how exciting!” Liloy said happily. “I love singing. In fact, when I was in fifth grade, I won fist place in a singing contest hosted by our school.”

“What song did you sing?” Cloudy questioned.

“Um, I don’t recall,” Liloy admitted, scratching her head. “But I do know I won. I still have the trophy somewhere in our attic.”

“Neat! Then how about you lead the singing tonight?” Cloudy asked.

Liloy was taken aback for a moment at such a suggestion. “Oh, no, I couldn’t possibly!” she protested. “My-My voice isn’t that good anymore. Besides, I haven’t sung in at least two years or so.”

“Nonsense!” Star exclaimed. “I bet your voice is wonderful.” She gave Liloy a pleading look. “Oh, please lead the singing!”

Liloy seemed unconvinced. “I don’t know. . .”

“Please?” Star asked in a small voice.

Liloy sighed and swished her cape. “I don’t know if I’ll be able to do this without caterwauling or shattering your eardrums, but. . .okay. I’ll do it.”

Cloudy frowned. Why does Liloy think she’s a bad singer? she wondered, staring at her friend. That’s very odd. For a girl who won first place in a singing contest, she sure doesn’t act confident in her talent to sing. Perhaps it’s because of the recent events she’s gone through? Maybe she just needs a little encouragement, is all.

After the cake was devoured, Springtime declared it was time for presents.

“Wow!” Liloy gasped, seeing the tower of gifts. “How many trucks did it take to load all of these?!”

The children broke up at the witty question and the adults seemed faintly amused. Meta Knight, on the other hand, didn’t laugh or smile. He stood a little ways back from the group, silently observing the scene that was about to unfold before him.

Liloy took the first box handed her by Scazzarda and gingerly began tearing the hand-painted paper. Inside was a wooden carving of a prancing horse. Liloy knew who had created this masterpiece. No one else but Leo could have done such a thing. She smiled up at him. “Thank you, Leo.”

“You’re welcome,” Leo responded.

Liloy accepted the second package and carefully opened it. Inside was a handmade purse with fluffy purple tassels. She squinted at the gift, as if trying to place who had given it to her. Then her yellow eyes lit up. “Grandmother, you made this!” she exclaimed, looking up at Scazzarda.

“Who, me?” Scazzarda asked innocently. “Now, why on earth would you think it was me, of all people?”

Cloudy and her siblings erupted into laughter.

“Because you have a purse similar to this one,” Liloy pointed out, “and you designed that one yourself.”

Cloudy smothered a grin. “She’s got you there, Miss Scazzarda.”

Scazzarda chuckled and shook her head. “Of course she has.”

Liloy opened the next one, which was from Meredith. It was a beautiful charm bracelet with the verse John 3:16 painted on it. She slipped the bracelet onto her wrist and held it to the winter sunlight, admiring it. “Meredith, this is lovely,” she complimented her. “Did you make this?”

“Yes, I did,” Meredith answered. “I sometimes make handmade jewelry and sell it online. That’s my hobby.”

The rest of the gifts were exquisiteβ€”minus the dead cockroach Sniper gave herβ€”and Liloy said so. She was pleased by the presents, but even more pleased by her friends’ generous hearts. “Even if the present is a roach,” she laughed.

Cloudy frowned slightly as she gazed at the pile of gifts lying at Liloy’s feet. “But wait,” she said. “We’re missing someone, aren’t we? Meta Knight didn’t give you a gift.”

“Did he forget?” Sniper asked sarcastically. “Or does he just not care?”

Cloudy gave her brother a withering look. “Meta Knight not caring about Liloy is about as likely as you ever growing up and acting your age,” she shot back.

Star giggled. Sniper looked insulted, but kept quiet.

“I did not forget you, Liloy,” Meta Knight spoke, walking to the front of the group and letting himself out of his cape. In his hand was clutched a few pieces of paper. Cloudy crinkled her brow in puzzlement. What kind of gift was paper? Still, she figured Meta Knight had his reasons.

Meta Knight extended the papers to his daughter and she hesitantly took them, unsure of what was written on the smooth sheets. She unfolded the papers, her eyes scanning the pages as she silently read through each one. Meta Knight lowered his head and released a low, shaky breath. Cloudy stood where she was, waiting, watching, feeling that something was going to happen. But she wasn’t sure what.

After a time, Liloy raised her head from the papers and glanced around at her silent friends. “What is it?” Cloudy asked quietly.

Liloy sighed and a sad smile formed on her lips. “This is a letter from Father to me. And. . .I would like to read it to you.”

Springtime and Showerstorm exchanged wondering looks. Cloudy curled up on the grass, prepared to listen.

Liloy smoothed out the sheets and cleared her throat, then began reading aloud the letter:

 

“My dearest Liloy,
I am writing this to you to express my feelings about you and your growth, physically, emotionally, mentally, and spiritually. My daughter, you are indeed different from most in the world today. You serve your God and submit to His will, and you love as you say He loves. You are kind, loving, beautiful, sweet, and empathetic.
When you became my daughter, I wanted you to have a life unlike and much better than mine. My life was filled with much trauma and horror, and I wanted you to feel loved and safe. But when your mother left, I felt like I was falling apart. I was left to raise you and your brother on my own, and I was determined to do so. But every night for the first year after your mother left, I couldn’t sleep and struggled with insomnia. I was afraid I was going to screw you up, and when your brother began to stray away and do questionable things, I was scared to death. I blamed myself for his wandering and drinking. But the only thing that gave me courage was your unshakable faith. You never once doubted. You never once asked why your brother strayed onto the wrong path. You remained faithful to your God. You possessed peace I did not.
After your marriage and Tilry’s diagnosis, the pangs of fear I felt from time to time occurred less and less, but became stronger and stronger. IΒ  was worried something was going to go terribly wrong with you or Tilry like it had with Gregory, and I did not want a repeat of your brother’s straying. But your faithfulness to your God and everything you held dear assured me you were not going anywhere.
But as of recent events. . .
When you were abducted by Joseph, I was terrified for your safety. I didn’t know what was happening to me or why. I was breaking under the weight of the pressure I was under, and no one could truly see how much I was close to giving upβ€”except for Cloudy. She is a priceless treasure of hope and love. Her faith beams bright in this dark, evil world, as does yours, my daughter.
No one could describe the relief I felt when you were found and rescued. But at the same time, no one could describe the stress and sadness I felt. Actually, stress and sadness doesn’t even begin to define how I felt. It was worse, far worse, but your faith and Cloudy’s love and kindness made me feel better and showed me I didn’t always have to suppress how I felt.
My daughter, there are no words to tell you how much I love you and appreciate you. But you mean the world to me. I could never stress or make you fully comprehend my undying love for you. You are one-of-a-kind and I would never trade you for any other daughter in the world.
I love you, Liloy.
Your father,
Magnus Stellarum.”

 

Cloudy felt as though she had been slapped across the head with a club; she was that stunned. Meredith was wiping tears from her eyes and Springtime was looking at Liloy with a smile. Leo was holding Miriam in his arms, tears streaming down his face. The children’s face showed solemnity and bewilderment.

Liloy raised her head and gazed at her father, who was looking away from her. He wrapped his cape around himself with shaking hands. Liloy continued to look at him, love in her eyes. Cloudy found the silence increasingly awkward and wished with all her heart that someone would say somethingβ€”anything!

At length, the knight finally spoke. “Liloy, I didn’t. . .” he began, but Liloy put a finger to her lips, shushing him.

“Don’t say anything,” she told him in a gentle voice. “I know exactly what you’re going to say, and it’s not true. This means so much more to me than all of these other gifts combined, and I’m not going to pretend the letter means less. It’s a beautiful gift, Father, and you are a wonderful parent to me. I wish I could tell you how much I love you, but there are no words to tell you, Father.” She reached out and grasped his trembling hands, smiling at him, tears in her eyes. “You are indeed someone every special to me, Father.”

Meta Knight couldn’t say anything; he was too overwhelmed. Instead he embraced his daughter tightly, feeling happier than he had in days. The others began to applaud, their faces shining with pure joy. Cloudy barked, backflipped twice, and released a howl of excitement.

“Truly the Lord’s at work here!” Star murmured under her breath. “There’s a change in the air. . .I just know it.”

Liloy and her father separated from their embrace, still holding each other’s hands, smiling softly at one another. Cloudy grinned at the two and yipped, directing their attention toward her. “Cloudburst, what is it?” Meta Knight asked.

“Come on, you two!” cried Cloudy, doing a rough-and-tumble. “What are you waiting for? It’s party time!”

Liloy laughed. “You’re right, Cloudy! It is indeed party time!” She tugged at her father’s hand. “Let’s go see what’s next, Father.”

It turned out that next was games. First up was Charades. Cloudy was picked to act out the first charade. She smiled as she gazed at the oak tree, the piΓ±ata swinging from the lowermost branch. She knew exactly which charade to act.

Cloudy began by gesturing to the sky and pretending someone was speaking to her from above. Then she followed by pretending to swing an axe and chop wood, then building what appeared to be a boat. Then she made wave-like motions beating against the imaginary boat and rain coming down in great sheets.

“I know! I know!” Star cried, dancing about eagerly.

“Yes?” Cloudy prompted.

“Noah’s ark!” cried Star, letting out a howl of triumph.

“Yeah! Good job!” Cloudy high-pawed her older sister.

After a few more charades, Tag was next. Cloudy won hands down. No matter who was chasing her, she could always avoid being touched by him. No one could figure out how she managed to dodge being tapped, but she did nonetheless.

The next game was the Sack Race. The kids split into two teams and each stepped into a gunnysack and lined up at the marked starting line. When Liloy called out the signal to go, the teams hopped to get to the finish line first, most ending up sprawled out flat on the grass. The adults were laughing hysterically at the children’s comical accidents and spills. Zach crossed the finish line first. Eloise was a close second, and Miriam was third.

The third game was Hide and Seek. Cloudy was the only one out of all the children not to be found, and everyone was confused about where she was until she crawled from below the garden shed. Then embarrassment loomed.

Then came the time to whack open the piΓ±ata. Liloy was first to try. She blindfolded and handed the club, and wham! she smacked her target head-on. Candy spilled all over the ground and the children scrambled to collect as much as they could. Liloy giggled at their excited cries of delight and the argument that ensued between Sniper and Waffle over who had the most candy.

All this furor continued past late afternoon and until the sun began to set. Then Springtime called the others to the bonfire. A few drained children flopped into the chairs. Liloy and Meta Knight seated themselves together on a log while Leo took up his guitar and sat across from the birthday girl and her father. Cloudy sighed with delight as she curled up by Scazzarda, who was stoking the dying embers with a thin metal rod.

Leo tuned up his guitar and smiled at Liloy. “What song would you like to sing tonight?”

Liloy looked into the fire and grinned. “‘Who Else’, by Liliya Chekh. I love that song.”

Cloudy smiled as she realized she recognized the song, though she had never heard Chekh’s version of it. She was curious to know how it went.

“Sure. Whatever you desire.” Leo tried a few chords until he reached one that was satisfactory. “Okay, are you ready?”

Liloy took Meta Knight’s hand. “Yes.”

Leo began playing the soft but powerful tune and Liloy began to sing, her voice melding with the thrums of the guitar strings.

 

“I am an instrument of exaltation,
And I was born to lift
Your Name above all Names.
You hear the melody
Of all creation,
But I have songs of praise
Not even angels sing.

Who else is worthy?
Who else is worthy?
There is no one;
Only You, Jesus.
Who else is worthy?
Who else is worthy?
There is no one;
Only You, Jesus.”

 

Leo nodded toward the girls, motioning for them to join in the singing. They gladly obliged.

“You are the infinite God of the ages,
Yet You chose to make
My heart Your dwelling place.
You healed my brokenness,
Showed me Your glory;
So I have songs of thanks
Not even angels sing.

Who else is worthy?
Who else is worthy?
There is no one;
Only You, Jesus.
Who else is worthy?
Who else is worthy?
There is no one;
Only You, Jesus.
Who else is worthy?
Who else is worthy?
There is no one;
Only You, Jesus.
Who else is worthy?
Who else is worthy?
There is no one;
Only You, Jesus.”

 

As Cloudy sang, she felt a deep peace bubble up inside of her and spread throughout her body. She smiled, her fangs glowing orange in the flickering, dancing tongues of flame, her emerald eyes reflecting the heated glow of the embers. They were almost to the bridge, which was one of Cloudy’s favorite parts.

“Lamb of God, anointed One,
Who was and is and is to come,
Seated on the throne above;
Holy, holy!
Righteous One Who shed His blood;
You proved to us the Father’s love.
Jesus Christ, be lifted up!
Holy, holy!
Lamb of God, anointed One,
Who was and is and is to come!
Oh, ohhh!
You are and You are
Righteous one Who shed His blood
You proved to us the Father’s love.
Jesus Christ, be lifted up!”

 

“Take it away, children!” Liloy called.

 

“Who else is worthy?
Who else is worthy?
There is no one;
Only You, Jesus.
Who else is worthy?
Who else is worthy?
There is no one,
It’s only You, Jesus.

There is no one;
It’s only You, Jesus.”

 

There was a slight pause and then everyone camped round the fire, including Meta Knight himself, completed the outro:

 

“There is no one;
It’s only You, Jesus.”

Cloudy felt a bittersweet crest of happiness sail over her, burying her in mixed feelings of bliss and sorrow. For she knew that this had been a completely wonderful day, and she would remember it for always and replay it over and over again in her mind. But tomorrow Miriam would be gone, off to live in Prism Plains, and she would never come back here to live. And that was by far the blackest part of the entire day.

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Note: “Who Else” in Liliya Chekh’s version was written and sung by Liliya Chekh. All credit for this song goes to her.

On the Inside

It was three weeks to the Valentine’s Day dance at Victory’s school, but she had one problemβ€”she had no date. And to make matters worse, the boy she did like already had a girlfriend, Meronna Minschue, who was by far the brattiest and most spoiled girl in the school. Most boys like Meronna for her beauty and her neat and snappy appearance. On the other hand, very few boys liked Victory. She was one of the most unattractive girls in the school. Her patched brown dress and her stringy black hair only added to her poor features. Victory couldn’t help the way she looked, however. Her parents were destitute and could barely afford necessary hygienic supplies, much less new clothes for their daughter.

Victory sighed as she gathered up her few schoolbooks and trudged to her next class, dragging her bare feet a little on the way. She always sat in the way back of the room so she wouldn’t be mocked by the rich girls. She was envious of their gorgeous dresses and finely combed hair. She was jealous of their pretty necklaces and their high-heeled slippers. But of course, she never let them know that. They would only laugh at her and mock her all the more.

Victory entered her science classroom and quickly seated herself at a desk in the far back. The rich girls sat farther up front. One of them was showing off an expensive leather purse dyed purple. Victory felt a stab of envy as she looked at the handmade bag. She knew she would never be able to afford anything like that. The girl who owned the purse glanced toward Victory, and Victory hurriedly took her eyes away from the bag and locked her gaze on a far corner of the room. The girls burst into laughter, but Victory ignored them. Still, she felt hurt. Why couldn’t she be rich like those girls?

______

That night at dinner, Victory asked her father, “Dad, can I work to earn us some money?”

Her father looked at her in surprise. “Work!” he exclaimed. “Victory, you’re only twelve years old. You’re not old enough to work, dear.”

“But how else can I earn money?” Victory asked.

Her mother gently broke in. “Victory, why do you want to earn money? Aren’t you thankful for what you do have?”

Victory hesitated. “Well, I guess I want to dress nicely like the girls at my school,” she replied, her voice coming out in a rush. “See, the Valentine’s Day dance is coming up at my school, and I want to look nice so a boy will like me and be my date, and. . .” Her voice trailed off when she noticed the way her mother was staring at her.

“Victory, true beauty is not found in expensive dresses or nice shoes or makeup or anything like that,” her mother wisely answered. “True beauty is found deep inside of you. Who you are is the beauty that should attract every man to you. If you’re a rude, selfish, rotten little brat, it will show, and no self-respecting boy will want you for his partner.Β  But if you show God’s grace, kindness, and love in your outward actions, you will stand out.”

Victory thought about her mother’s words from the time she washed the dishes from the time she went to bed.

______

A few days later, Victory was in the hallway, putting her books into her locker. While she was doing so, one of the rich girls came up behind her and purposefully jostled her, knocking the books out of her hand. Snickering, the rich girl walked off without bothering to pick up the books.

Victory’s face flushed with anger. As she stopped to retrieve the books, a boy suddenly appeared beside her. He was about thirteen years old, with thin black hair and tan skin. His blue eyes twinkled at her as he bent and helped her pick up her books.

“Thanks,” Victory said gratefully.

“You’re welcome,” the boy replied. He smiled. “My name’s Micah Junction. What’s yours?”

“Victoria Frosier,” she replied. “But you can call me Victory; everyone does.”

“Nice to meet you, Victory,” he said. He looked up at the ceiling, then back into her eyes. “By the way,” he casually inquired, “are you going to the Valentine’s Day dance?”

Victory shrugged. “I might,” she answered. “But I don’t have a date. What fun will it be if I don’t have someone to dance with?”

Micah grinned at her. “So you don’t have a date?”

Victory shook her head.

“Well, then. . .” He formally extended his hand to her. “May I have the pleasure of being your partner for the dance, Miss Victory?”

Victory was so astounded she nearly forgot what she was going to say next. “B-But I’m just a poor girl!” she exclaimed. “There are lots of girls that are prettier than I. Why would you pick me?”

Micah snorted. “And I suppose you mean all those fancily dressed, snobby girls who parade around the halls, showing off their fine attire? I wouldn’t date those brats for the world. Now,” he said, gazing admiringly at her, “when I spotted you the first day of this school year, I knew something was different about you. You didn’t brag. You never yelled at the rich girls, even when they mocked you. You always helped those in need, like that one girl who forgot to bring her lunch and you shared yours with her.” He grinned again. “That’s when I knew you were my right partner for the dance.”

Victory smiled too. “But I don’t have fine clothes to wear,” she said almost apologetically.

Micah beamed her another grin. “I have an idea about that,” he said, and began whispering into her ear.

______

It was Valentine’s Day, and the school dance was a blast. Pink, white, and red streamers and balloons were everywhere. A table full of drinks and desserts sat in a corner. Rose-colored spotlights were positioned on a silver disco ball, which slowly revolved and cast pink streaks on the walls and floor. The rich girls sat by the table with their dates, sipping punch and chatting animatedly.

“I wonder where Victory is?” Meronna said in a tone of pretended alarm.

“Probably crying her eyes out over her lack of fine dresses,” Janice spoke, pretending to wipe away a tear. The other girls laughed.

“Will she even show up?” Ginger wondered.

“Maybe in her wretched school dress,” Meronna giggled.

Just then, Micah opened the gym door and called out in a loud voice, “All right, everyone, listen up!” All eyes were turned toward him. “Meet the new, improved, beautiful Victoria Frosier!”

When Victory walked into the room, every mouth dropped open and every eye widened. Victory was no longer the thin, sad-eyed girl in a burlap dress. She was clothed in an ankle-length gown of white. She wore a set of pearl earrings, and her black hair was arranged in neat curls. A plastic gold crown sat nestled on her head.Β  Her shoes matched her gown color, and her clear skin glowed radiant in the pink spotlights. Her brown eyes were somber but happy. She outshone every girl in the room.

Meronna stood to her feet. “Did a toad kiss you and turn you into a princess, Victory?” she demanded.

“Very funny,” Victory answered with a smile. “Micah’s mother outfitted me and dressed me up.” She pirouetted to show off the effect. “How do you all like it?”

Janice crossed her arms. “And since when did Micah start to like you?” she sneered. “Look at yourself! You’re a complete disgrace to all who see you!”

“Ever hear that true beauty is found on the inside, Janice?” Victory calmly retorted.

Janice was taken aback; she couldn’t say a word. Meronna snorted at Victory’s statement. “And where did you hear that, Victory?”

“My mother. . .and Micah.” Victory flashed her date a smile and daintily held out her hand. Micah took it, and she waltzed off with him for the next dance, leaving the other girls staring after them in complete disbelief. For once, they wished they possessed the outward beauty Victory did.

But Victory had learned her lesson on beauty. . .it’s found deep within, not on the surface.

Keeping It Real

What’s a risk I took that I do not regret?

 

Keeping it real.

I write all the time. I love writing, and I have mentioned this several times. I write about the happy and butterflies-and-rainbows side of life. On the other side of the coin is the darker times of life, and I have no regrets on writing about that. I understand there’s a time and place for writing about certain subjects and that certain topics should be worded carefully for certain age groups, but I have no regrets about writing those things. At all.

Understand, everyone, that though I write about the happier sides of life, I am more of a darker-side person. I grew up in a fantastic Christian home with wonderful, protective parents, and I was taught the Bible and went to church. But somewhere along the way, I took to writing about the darker side of life more than the happy times.

About a year or two before I reached adolescence, I became extremely rebellious. I refused to obey my parents and looked at things on the Internet I should not have. And that, I am afraid, is when I became more dark-sided that happy-sided. Up to that point, I had never heard of much of the stuff I had looked at. And like an idiot, I chose to think on and write about those things in a graphic manner (even including bad words), even though I didn’t understand them.

I finally came to my senses about a year later. I repented and vowed never to do such a thing again. I decided from that day forward I would be careful about what I wrote to others. I understand my writing topics may seem a bit over the edge nowβ€”and I have to admit sometimes they areβ€”but I’m very careful never to go over the edge like I did before. (Just be thankful you never saw my earlier stuff. That was a nightmare!)

Now I write darker things to warn others of the dangers of evil and to show God’s hand through it all. As I put it in my post “Improving My Community”:

“I will speak out if no one else will. I will be the realistic voice for the evils in the world if no one else will. And I don’t care what it costs.”

 

I will speak out. Even if it means I have to face a firing squad or possibly get thrown in prison, I will speak out. Even if it costs me everything, I will not back down. I refuse.

There’s a reason I write this blog. Even if it is dark-sided at times, ultimately, there is hope amidst the horror. And that’s the point I want to make to everyone.

God bless.

Book 3: With You Always

Chapter Seven: A New Friend

 

Scazzarda opened her eyes to bright moonlight streaming in through the window. She was sleeping on the parlor couch in Cloudy’s home. Meredith and Leo, Springtime and Showerstorm, and Cloudy’s siblings were asleep upstairs. Everything was quiet as a tomb and completely peaceful. So why had she woken up?

Then a soft scraping sound reached her ears. Her eyes traveled to the window next to the parlor’s window, and she saw a silhouette slip past the pane and melt away into the darkness. A tight grip of fear seized her heart as she realized the house was being watched!

Scazzarda slowly stood to her feet and crept over to the window, drawing back the pink translucent curtains a tad. At first she saw no one. Gradually, as the minutes ticked by, she saw the shadowed figure of a man standing on the porch steps, a gun in hand, looking out over the pasture, his back stiff. He furtively scanned the area with his eyes, his face a mask of enigma. After a while, he gave a low whistle and two more men appeared on the outskirts of the pasture, rifles in hand, brown felt caps pulled low over their foreheads. On the front of the cap, carved into the felt, was carved the insignia of a one-eyed serpent.

Scazzarda really started to panic then. The house was being guarded by three armed men! She wondered if she should wake the others but then discarded the idea. No useβ€”it would probably put them in more danger than they already were. Then what to do?

Scazzarda could hear the men talking outside, and she tiptoed closer to the door to hear them better. At first all she heard were faint murmurings, but then began to detect full sentences.

“I don’t like this,” the first man said nervously. “If we wake these folks up to ask where Tilry is, we might raise suspicion.”

“Oh, cut your yakkin’, Derek,” the third man scoffed. “It ain’t that big o’ a deal. If they get too nosy in our affairs, we’ll club ’em over the heads with our guns.”

“Yeah, Joe,” said Man Two. “And besides, Derek, who says they’ll suspect anything? We’ll jest pretend to be hunters who’ve lost out way, and we’ll fake that we live near the hospital Tilry’s in. Once we find out which hospital he’s is, we’ll kill ‘im. Short, simple, and to the point!”

“Well said, Sam,” said Joe. “And you know the deal, Derek. Boss’s orders.”

“Yeah, but I don’t know!” Derek said. “It seems too risky! What if they call the police or something?”

“No need to worry ’bout that,” Joe laughed. “I just turned off all the electricity.” He frowned and fingered his rifle. “Don’t be chicken, Derek. You’re not gettin’ paid to be a wimp. Now get up to the door and knock.”

Derek obeyed, banging lightly on the door. Scazzarda knew now she had no choice. She had to wake the others. Turning, she stumbled up the stairs, almost tripping on one of the steps, and ran into Springtime and Showerstorm’s bedroom. “Springtime! Showerstorm!” she hissed. “Wake up! There’s trouble!”

Springtime stirred and opened her eyes. “Scazzarda?” she asked in bleak surprise. “What time is it?” Her gaze went to the alarm clock, which was blank. “Why is the clock turned off?”

“Please listen!” pleaded Scazzarda. “There’s three armed men at our door who are pretending to be hunters in order to know where Tilry is so they can kill him! They turned off the electricity to prevent us from calling the police!”

“What?” Showerstorm was alarmed. “They’re armed? With what weapon?”

“Rifles,” answered Scazzarda briefly.

“Oh, no!” whispered Springtime. “What shall we do?”

Then came the knock again, louder this time.

Showerstorm slowly let his breath out. “The panel that houses the switches for the circuits is at the side of the house. If I can sneak out the back door and manage to flip the switches back on. . .”

Springtime gasped, terrified for her husband’s safety. “No! They’ll see you and shoot you! it’s too dangerous!”

“Hon, I have to,” Showerstorm firmly replied. One look at this face told his wife he was serious about this deal. There was no changing his mind. “I want you to turn all the light and appliances off and answer the door. Play along with any story the men tell you and don’t act suspicious.”

Scazzarda and Springtime obeyed to the letter. They switched off all the upstairs devices and lights while Showerstorm slipped out the back door. Then they raced downstairs and did the same to the rest of the appliances.

Just then, the knock came on the door once more.

“Open it!” Scazzarda commanded her friend.

Springtime hestantly cracked open the door a little, blinking sleepily. Scazzarda hung back out of sight. “Yes?”

“Oh, hello, miss,” Joe said politely, doffing his cap. “We were hunting in the woods a little ways from here, but we lost our way home. We were wondering if you knew Tilry Stellarum.”

“Do you have a permit?” Springtime asked.

Joe blinked, taken aback. “I beg your pardon?”

“Do you have permission to hunt in the woods?”

“Well, of course,” Joe said, frowning.

“May I see the permits?” Springtime requested.

Joe scowled darkly at her. “Look, lady, I don’t have time to show you our measly permits. I just need to know which hospital Tilry is in. We live near him.”

“If you live near him, you should know where he is,” Springtime said bluntly.

Joe raised an eyebrow. “We, uh, forgot the name of the hospital. It had an odd name, I know that.”

Springtime smiled mysteriously. “Sorry I can’t help you. You could try the nearest house from here.”

While the men and Springtime were talking, Showerstorm had sneaked around to the side of the house and had quietly opened the panel door. He carefully pilled several levers to activate the power, keeping an eye on the men all the while. He was in direct eyesight of them, yet they never so much as glanced over in his direction.

“Lady, I would think you would know which hospital we’re talking about,” Joe said. “Tilry Stellarum’s there.” He shot her a searching look. “Surely you know Tilry.”

“I can’t say if I’ve ever heard of him,” Springtime said, still smiling in her cryptic way. “But I might have.”

Showerstorm figured his wife needed some help, so he turned to go back inside. But as he did, he stepped on a twig. The twig gave a loud crack which resounded throughout the night.

Joe stopped speaking. “What was that?”

Springtime’s heart was pounding wildly, but she tried not to show her fear. “What was what?”

“I heard something snap.”

“I didn’t hear anything.”

Showerstorm remained motionless. Joe and his cronies listened closely, but heard nothing more.

“Probably just some animal,” Springtime suggested, but she couldn’t help smiling at her pun.

Joe glanced at her. “What are you smiling about?” he demanded.

“Me?” Springtime questioned. quickly rearranging her facial expression to look serious.

“Yeah. you, lady. I’m not talkin’ to the door,” said Joe.

“I thought so,” Springtime said. “You don’t really strike me as the kind to talk to doors.”

“Just hurry up and answer the question,” Joe said sternly.

“Oh, okay. What was the question again?”

“Why were you smiling?”

“I don’t know. Why were you smiling?” asked Springtime, pretending to get mixed up.

Joe rolled his eyes. “Ma’am, I’m not standing around here all night playing games with you. Just answer my question and get on with it.”

“Did you know where Tilry is or why I was smiling?” Springtime inquired, stalling for time.

“Both.”

Showerstorm quickly hurried through the back door and softly shut it, then padded upstairs into his room. He picked up the telephone, dialed the number of the nearest police department, and waited. After a few dial tones, a woman picked up and said, “Hello?”

In a hushed voice, Showerstorm hurriedly related the situation to her. When he finished, the woman said, “Okay, we’ll send out a few officers to apprehend those men. Be careful and stall as long as you can.” There was a slight pause. “I’ll be praying for you.”

“Thank you.” Showerstorm felt his heart warm as he put down the phone. No one in the police department had ever said such a thing to him before. He crept down the stairs and behind the front door with Scazzarda. Springtime was still speaking to the “hunters.”

“Do you know the name of the hospital or not?” Joe impatiently asked.

Springtime was not about to endanger the life of Tilry. “I don’t know if I do or not,” she answered. “It’s hard to say. There are probably several hospitals around here. I can never keep them straight.”

“Then answer the second question. Why were you smiling?” Joe asked.

Springtime thought fast. “Oh, I just thought of a joke, was all. Want to hear it?”

“No,” Joe said firmly. “Look, we need to get going. We’ve wasted enough time.” He began to edge away.

“Oh, you have to hear this one,” Springtime insisted. “It’s hilarious.”

Joe sighed irritably. “Fine. Hurry up and tell it.”

“Okay. How do you stay warm in a cold room?” asked Springtime.

Joe threw up his hands. “I give up.”

Springtime grinned. “Just find a cornerβ€”they’re always ninety degrees.”

Joe scoffed. “Ha, ha, ha. I’m dying from hysterical laughter. That was so funny.”

“Thank you,” Springtime said, ignoring his obvious sarcasm. At that point, the sound of a police siren broke the silence. Joe’s eyes grew wide.

“The police!” cried Sam.

“Is there a problem?” Springtime asked, faking concern.

Six police cars came into view, speeding as fast as they could down the road, their red and blue lights flashing wildly. Joe loaded his rifle and pointed it straight at Springtime’s face! “Did any of you call the police?” he shouted.

Springtime was so frightened she couldn’t answer. The police cars pulled up in front of the house and several officers emerged from the cars, each holding a flashlight and taser.

“Joe, we need to get out of here!” Sam shouted, tugging his buddy’s sleeve. Already the officers were running across the pasture.

Joe took the hint and darted away toward the woods, Sam and Derek in tow. But the officers were faster and reached them before they could hurdle the half-mark fence. Two officers pinned Joe’s arms behind him and a third grabbed Sam around the neck and threw a headlock on him. Only Derek managed to yank free from the fourth officer’s hands and run away into Whispy Woods He vanished into the black, shapeless mass of forbidding, crooked trees and shrubbery.

“Oh, no!” the second officer shouted.

“Get him!” yelled the first.

“No use,” Springtime panted, running out to meet them. “He got away.”

“Who are you?” the first officer interrogated.

“Springtime. My husband called you,” Springtime explained.

The first officer nodded and shone his light of Joe’s and Sam’s faces in turn as the second officer clicked handcuffs on the two prisoners. “Hm. These look like buddies of notorious killer Joseph Unswall’s dishonest gang.”

“Joseph Unswall!” Springtime cried out.

The officers looked at her in surprise. “You know him?” inquired the fourth officer.

“He kidnapped my two friends’ daughters,” said Springtime. “I believe these three were going to stage an attack on Tilry Stellarum at Oromo Thuli Hospital.”

Joe stared at her in surprise. “You mean you knew the name of the hospital all along?!”

“Of course,” Springtime answered dryly, “but I would never have told you.”

Sam turned pale as he listened. Springtime looked at him and asked, “Do you know where Joseph Unswall is?”

Sam nodded.

“Then where?” the third officer asked.

“He’s at the abandoned Finkins cottage,” Sam replied.

Springtime studied his face, but saw nothing dishonest in his eyes. “Hm, fine,” she said. “I’ll take your word for it.” She turned back to the officers. “Could you go out there and rescue my friends’ daughters?”

“We’ll try,” said the third officer in a calm manner. He lifted a radio to his lips and spoke into it, saying that several officers had arrested Joe and Sam but Derek had gotten away. Then he placed the radio down and told Springtime, “If you want, you and a few of your friends can come with us.” He handed Joe and Sam over to a few police sergeants, and the two men were hustled off in the direction of the waiting cars.

“I would like to,” Springtime answered gently. “And I’m sure my husband would like to go too.”

“Then get ready. The Finkins cottage is about twenty miles away,” the officer remarked gravely. “And if Derek gets back to his boss and reports what happened, Joseph might kill the girls. We’ll have to move fast.”

“Understood,” Springtime calmly replied.

 

* * * * *

 

“You mean you know where my daughter is?” Meredith cried out in joy.

“Sam said she and Liloy were at the Finkins cottage twenty miles away from here,” Springtime explained. “The police said they would bring a few of us with them to aid in the rescue.”

“I’m going,” Leo said quietly. Meredith gasped.

Showerstorm’s expression was one of doubt. “Are you sure, Leo? This is going to be very dangerous. . .and you just got out of the hospital too. . .”

Leo shut his eyes. “I’ve got to. My daughter is in danger, and it would be so unlike a good father to not help rescue his child from a serial killer.”

“I’m going too,” Scazzarda added.

Springtime cast a nervous glance at her husband, then at Meredith. “Meredith, can you take care of the children all by yourself or do I have to call my sister or Mrs. Ivy to stay with you?” Mrs. Ivy was Cloudy’s kindergarten teacher

“Don’t bother disturbing them,” Meredith said shortly. “I can care for them myself.”

“What if Derek returns?” Sniper asked. He and the other children were standing on the stairs, listening to the conversation.

“We’ll have a few officers guard the house,” answered Showerstorm, glancing at his son. “Don’t worry.”

Sniper briefly looked back at his siblings, who gave him serious looks. Then he stepped forward. “Daddy, can I join you and Mommy and the other officers on the rescue mission?”

Springtime started and stared at Sniper. “Are you serious, dear? You want to come along?”

Sniper nodded, and for the first time, he seemed completely responsible and willing to fight for his friends’ lives. “I want to go.”

Showerstorm nodded his approval. “All right, son. Come along and prove your worth to the team.”

“Can I go too?” Star asked.

“Yes, but hurry and get ready,” Showerstorm told her. “The sun will be rising in a few hours, and we won’t be able to hide so easily. Let’s go!”

When the children were ready, the adults herded them out to the police cars.

 

* * * * *

 

About an hour or so after all this excitement took place back at Cloudy’s house, Cloudy and Meta Knight were awake and talking. But after they finished their talk and were silent for a time, a twig snapped deepΒ  the recesses of the woods. Meta Knight tensed and slowly stood, drawing his sword with the utmost caution, gesturing for Cloudy to get behind him. The child obeyed, her green eyes as big as marbles.

“Who is there?” the soldier demanded, his weapon at the ready.

A man in his early twenties with a brown cap and rifle stepped into a pool of moonlight filtering through the thick canopy of trees. He halted, surprised, at sight of a blue-caped knight and a frightened Malamute puppy.

“Who are you and why are you here?” Meta Knight quietly asked, standing his ground. His fingers tightened around the rapier’s hilt.

“Derek Haslon.” The man unloaded his rifle and set it on the ground, approaching them warily. “I ran away from the police.” He didn’t seem afraid to speak the truth, and Cloudy found that quite remarkable.

“Why were the police after you?” she asked.

Derek sat down on the grass and a few feet away from the two. “It’s mighty risky to tell ya this, but I got to. My boss put me and my friends up to trying to ask some woman named Springtime where Tilry Stellarum is.”

“Springtime!” Meta Knight said in astonishment.

Derek nodded, confused by the knight’s reaction. “You know her, then?”

“She’s my mom,” said Cloudy.

“Ohh.” Derek cupped his chin in his hand. “Um, anyway, as I said, me and my friends was put up to the task of locating Tilry’s hospital.”

“Why?” Cloudy wondered. “Why were you put up to that?”

Derek rubbed his temples as if his head hurt. “Boss wanted us to attack Tilry and kill ‘im.” Meta Knight gasped. “But I didn’t want to do it.”

Cloudy stared at him. “Why not?”

“Because I don’t want to be a criminal,” Derek answered.

“Why?” Cloudy asked again. She found it odd that he was part of some weird criminal gang but yet he didn’t even want to be a criminal.

“I was sort of coerced to join Joseph Unswall’s gang,” Derek explained, a tone of distant regret and shame in his voice. Cloudy’s eyes widened at the name of Unswall. “My family and me was destitute and needed money real bad to live. Joseph met my dad at a restaurant one night about a year ago and blackmailed him through some means. I was forced to join his dirty gang under threat of Dad being harmed and with a promise that I would get paid.” He lapsed into a gloomy silence, then continued, “I didn’t do nothing real bad. Maybe I stole a few times and knocked someone out with my gun, but it ain’t like I killed anyone or something.”

Cloudy wanted to tell him that anything that went against God’s righteousness was a sin, but she didn’t right then. “So what happened tonight?” she questioned. “How did you get away from the cops?”

Derek bit his lip. “Joe turned off the power so no one could call the police should anyone in the house get too suspicious. But somehow the power got turned back on and somebody called the police. Joe and Sam was arrested, but I manage to run away.”

Meta Knight sighed. “So you work for Joseph Unswall.” He shook his head. “If I were you, Derek, I would not go back to him. He might kill you.”

Derek shivered. “That’s what I’m afraid of,” he admitted.

“Then why not come with us?” suggested the puppy. “You can help us save Miriam and Liloy!”

Meta Knight stared at Cloudy in surprise.

Derek’s mouth dropped open. “How did you now about them?”

“We’ve been trying to track them for a while,” Cloudy said. “They’re our friends.”

Derek took off his cap and ran his fingers through his black hair. “So you’re saying you want me to join up with you guys?”

“Yeah. If you’re tired of working for Joseph, then come with us and go straight from now on,” said Cloudy. “Wash your hands of this mess and don’t look back. Change.”

Derek heaved a sigh. “I’d love to, but Joseph might get heated if he finds out I’m workin’ on the opposite team.”

“But it might get your sentence lightened when the police catch up with you,” Cloudy pointed out.

Derek frowned.

“Look, yo have to take responsibility for your actions,” Cloudy insisted. “If you committed those crimes, then you have to serve the time for those crimes. It’s the law.”

Derek slowly puffed out his breath and scratched his head. “Yeah. . .I guess you’re right. Okay. When the police find me, I’ll go willingly and serve the time required in jail.”

Cloudy grinned and wagged her tail. She hoped Derek was sincere about turning over a new leaf.

Meta Knight was less enthusiastic about Derek joining their side, but when he saw how gracious Cloudy was being by allowing Derek to have another chance to prove his trustworthiness, he decided to follow her lead, It might be a mistake, he thought, but the greater mistake would be to doubt him altogether.

“The come with us, Derek,” commanded Meta Knight. He sheathed his rapier, but kept his hand on the hilt. “Take us to the girls. At once.

Derek nodded agreeably. “Follow me,” he gestured, and led the way, running off toward the road.

“Wait a minute!” Meta Knight hurriedly ran back to their campsite, stuffed the blankets in the pack, slung it over his shoulder, and ran after Cloudy, who was waiting on the grass with Derek. The three then darted off into the inky blackness of the early morning.

 

* * * * *

 

Springtime, Showerstorm, Scazzarda, Leo, Sniper, and Star clambered into three separate police cars. The one who had arrested Sam, Officer Rokstaun, invited the two siblings into his car; their parents were put into Officer Vaysten’s; and Scazzarda and Leo entered Officer Jayme’s.

“Buckle up, kiddos!” Rokstaun shouted and he climbed behind the wheel and turned off the flashing lights on the top of his car. “We’re on a hazardous mission here, so do as you’re told. Okay?”

“Yes, sir!” Star answered smartly, saluting,

“Aye, aye!” Sniper returned.

The three cars started up and drove down the road, Star felt terribly ill at ease but also a little excited, She knew this mission could potentially be extremely perilous, but she was determined to move forward and be brave. Looking at the grim face of her brother, she could tell he felt the same way.

Rokstaun gunned the car faster, telling the brother and sister to hang on to their seats. “It’s gonna get awfully bumpy,” he warned.

Star whimpered when the car rocketed over a medium-sized bump in the road. It would have thrown her out of her seat had her seatbelt not been protecting her. Sniper, on the other hand, didn’t seem to care. He roved his eyes over the underbrush and thick growth lining the sides of the road, as if looking for somebody.

In Officer Vaysten’s car, Showerstorm was talking to his spouse. “Hon, do you suppose there’s a possibility we could meet up with Cloudy on this road?”

“I would love to see her safe and sound,” Springtime confessed. “But she could be miles away from here by this point. Or she could be way out in the woods.” A look of terror overshadowed her face. “Oh!”

“What?” Showerstorm didn’t like how pale she had become. “What are you thinking of?”

Springtime turned a pair of frightened eyes upon him. “Derek!”

“Derek?” he repeated.

“Yes!” she cried. “He escaped and ran away into the woods, remember? W-What if he meets up with Cloudy and Meta Knight and decides to harm them?!”

“Oh my gosh.” Showerstorm had never even given thought to that possibility, but now it was as lain as day to him. . .Could something possibly happen to her and the knight?

 

* * * * *

 

Cloudy, Meta Knight, and Derek ran along the curved road as fast as they could, The sky had changed from dark purple to light punk mixed with a dab of orange and blue. The first pricks of the sun’s rays peeked over the horizon’s edge. The birds were beginning to chirp their good morning calls to many passersby. A mother robin hopped along a patch of bare ground and dug a fat worm from the earth, then flew with it back to her nest. The cry of three baby robins greeted the ears of the tree searchers as they flew along.

As they were running, Cloudy tripped over an unseen root and fell to the ground with a thud. Meta Knight stopped to help her up, but Derek kept running. Meta Knight frantically shouted after him, “Wait, Derek!”

To the knight’s chagrin, Derek didn’t stop. He continued to dart on and turned into the woods, charging into the undergrowth. He disappeared among the thick foliage.

“Why did he do that?” Cloudy asked.

Meta Knight let out a low gasp, shocked at the thought that had come to him. “Maybe he abandoned us here! Maybe he wasn’t leading us in the right direction after all!”

Book 3: With You Always

Chapter Five: Search and Rescue Mission

 

Cloudy was horrified. She couldn’t believe her ears. If Joseph had Liloy and Miriam in his grasp, they would likely die?! It couldn’t be! Cloudy could not let such a thing happen to her best friend, and especially not to a pregnant girl.

“Okay, now I absolutely have to find Miriam,” Meredith said, her voice choked with fright. “If Joseph does something despicable to her, I will never forgive myself.” She threw up her hands in despair. “I knew she shouldn’t have gone on her own!”

“Forget that,” Sniper said roughly. “What steps do we need to take to locate her?”

Meredith cupped her chin in her hand and thought a moment. “Well, maybe we can take this matter to the police and have them handle it.”

“No,” Cloudy replied. “If that guy knew the police were onto him, he would probably quit the country and take Liloy and Miriam with him. Or maybe he would kill them. No, that’s not such a smart move at this point in time. We need a stealthier method.”

“Like what?” Star asked gloomily.

Cloudy’s eyes landed on the tailgate and an idea popped into her mind. “I’ve got it!” she exclaimed. “I’ll sniff the tailgate and track down the car’s scent, and we may be able to find Liloy and Miriam! Problem solved!”

“Not necessarily,” answered Scazzarda. “Joseph could be miles away by now. If that’s the case, it’s a long way to walk by foot, and you’re only a puppy. Better let someone else take over this.”

Cloudy shook her head stubbornly. “No. I am going to look for them. They’re my friends.”

“But Joseph!” Springtime exclaimed. “What if he harms you?”

“I don’t care if I get killed,” Cloudy nobly declared. “I’d gladly die to save them.”

Springtime’s mouth dropped open at her daughter’s bold words. Cloudy had to be kidding! She was only a little girlβ€”how could she possibly understand the gravity of the situation she was putting herself in?

Meta Knight stepped forward. “If Cloudy wants to go, do not stop her,” he said. “I will go with her.”

“What?!” Springtime flared at Meta Knight. “If you think I am letting my daughter waltz right into the hands of a crazy murderer, you’re dead wrong! Never would I let her do that!”

“She must go! It is for the sake of my daughter and Miriam!”

“No! I will not allow it!”

“Liloy and Miriam both need Cloudy’s help!” insisted the knight.

Springtime was irate. “I said no!” she shouted. “I will not now, nor will I ever, let her attempt to take on a killer!”

“She’s not taking on anybody!” Meta Knight shouted in return. “I will! After all, I will be with her!”

“No!”

Cloudy heard the arguing of her friend and mother as they bickered back and forth; their voices were growing louder and louder, their shouts turning to screams. Cloudy felt like she was losing it. She wanted them to stop. She wished they would shut up. She had to rescue her friends, and standing around shrieking wasn’t going to help anyone.

Finally Cloudy could stand it no longer. She drew herself up straight, opened wide her mouth, and screamed at the top of her lungs: “Will you two just shut up?!”

The entire mall went silent as customers stared at her like she was a lunatic. Even the salesclerk was giving her an odd look, her eyes asking if Cloudy was all right.

Cloudy lowered her head and let out a long, loud sigh. Springtime and Meta Knight stood frozen in place, their eyes locked on Cloudy. Then the little Malamute spoke. “I’m sorry, Mommy and Meta Knight. But arguing and yelling at one another will not help anything in the least bit. You’re not setting a good example for others here. Listen to me. I will catch Joseph and give him a taste of his own medicine, and I will make him regret all the moral evil he’s committed in this world.”

Springtime was anxious. She didn’t want her child to be in danger. She wasn’t even a year old yet! But in her heart, Springtime knew that Cloudy was smart and logical and cared more about her friends than for herself. That was admirable.

“She will be okay,” Scazzarda assured Springtime, placing a hand on her shoulder. “Trust me. Let her go. She and Magnus will be all right.”

Springtime sighed reluctantly and nodded. “Okay. You may go with Meta Knight, Cloudy.”

Cloudy stood up straight. “I’ll be careful, Mommy. I promise,” she said solemnly.

Springtime nodded again. “I know, sweetheart.”

“Let’s get back to the house and start packing for Cloudy and Meta Knight,” said Showerstorm. “Then they can go on their journey.”

 

* * * * *

 

Two hours later, Cloudy and Meta Knight were once again in front of the mall, standing by the mysterious tailgate. Cloudy bent down and snuffled the chunk of metal, moving her nose from the tailgate to the road as she did so. As she sniffed, she detected the same scent as on the tailgate. She was exhilarated and full of adrenaline. Noe she could locate her friends!

“We must hurry. It is getting dark,” Meta Knight said, his voice strained and weary.

As he spoke, he shouldered the pack Cloudy’s mother had given him. it held food, water, and some first-aid supplies and blankets. But to him. these necessities were not needed. He just wanted his daughter back.

Cloudy’s parents, Scazzarda, and Meredith were there to see them off. Springtime and Showerstorm embraced and kissed Cloudy as solemnly as if she would never come back.Β  Cloudy was scared of what the outcome of this dangerous journey would be, but was bound and determined to be brave.

“The Lord be with you both,” Springtime whispered.

Meta Knight looked over at Scazzarda, who gazed at him, her clear green eyes sympathetic. She held out her arms to him, and he willingly went to her, holding her tightly. Suddenly, his body began to tremble, and Scazzarda hugged him a little tighter in an attempt to soothe him.

“Magnus, what’s wrong?” she whispered, stroking his head.

“I don’t want anything to happen to Liloy. . .or Miriam,” he replied, his voice suffocated with sobs. “I don’t. They can’t suffer at the hands of Joseph like I did at the hands of my own father.”

Don’t ever think of yourself as a helpless victim or that you’re worth nothing because you were abused,” Scazzarda said gently. “And don’t hold on to the past, dear. You need to learn to forgive those who wrong you.”

Meta Knight’s breath caught. “If there is one I will never forgive, it is Nightmare himself,” he hissed. “May he suffer all the tortures he put me through!”

Cloudy’s ears shot up straight, her mouth flying open in utter shock and disbelief. “Meta Knight!”

The knight turned to her. “What?!”

“You cannot wish that to your own father!” Cloudy snapped. “Just because he did who-knows-what to you as a child doesn’t mean you should wish the same things to happen to him!”

Meta Knight was enraged. He screamed at Cloudy in a way she had never heard before, in a grief-stricken, shrieking tone that made her cringe. “And what do you know of the torment and pain I’ve gone through?!” he screamed. “You have no life experience! You cannot understand!”

Cloudy was nonplussed for a few seconds, but regained her sense. “So what?” she shot back. “It doesn’t mean I cannot try to help you heal! Life experience has nothing to do with helping others! Any fool knows that!”

“You are not even a year old yet,” Meta Knight sharply returned. “You have only scratched the surface on what you know about abuse. Most of this you will not know nor understand until years down the line.” He looked away. “At your age, you would not understand most of the abuse I have gone through.”

It always frustrated Cloudy when grownups thought children knew little or nothing about a certain subject or when they kept repeating the same thing over and over again to make sure you knew it when, in fact, you did know it. Cloudy’s parents played out those scenes with her a lot of the time, and Cloudy honestly never had the heart to stand up and say something about it to them. It also bothered her tremendously when her parents would not tell her certain things because they assumed she wouldn’t understand it at her “tender age”, as they put it. Just last week she had heard her mother mention the word “promiscuous” and had asked Springtime what that meant. Her parents had vaguely responded that she was too young to know about it at that point in time and had sent her to her room. That made Cloudy mad.

Cloudy was angry at Meta Knight for being so snappy with her, but she felt as if she really understood why he was so upset. Abuse, she knew, was painful. It took time to heal from. Some tried hard to heal; others refused to. And though she wanted to argue about being too young to know about abuse, she knew deep down that she was too young. Her parents knew so too. Anything she had been exposed to too early was purely unintended. Her parents and mentor were only trying to protect her and keep her safe because they loved her.

Cloudy blew out her breath. “You’re right, Meta Knight. I am too young to know all the details of abuse.” Changing the subject, she turned to Scazzarda. “We need to get going now.”

Meta Knight gently pulled away from his mother and picked up the pack again. “Goodbye, Mother. May we return to you shortly against blue skies.” He was really saying, “We we come back to you victorious in our quests.”

Scazzarda managed a smile. “Goodbye, Magnus.”

Springtime gave Cloudy one last hug. “Stay safe, my dear.”

“I will, Mommy.”

“Go now,” Meredith commanded.

Cloudy and her mentor obeyed and set off down the road, the tiny Malamute tracking the van with her finely-tuned nose. The four adults watched them, inwardly praying for their safe return.

 

* * * * *

 

Joseph slowed down and turned onto a narrow dirt road, driving slowly as there were many ruts that could jar the car. After driving forΒ  a couple of minutes, he stopped the car and shut off the engine then got out. He walked around to the other side of the car and opened the back door, ordering Liloy and Miriam, “Get out.”

The two girls obeyed. Miriam glanced around the deserted area, trying to ger her bearings. Joseph prodded her shoulder with the pistol, ad she reluctantly followed him as he led them off to the right into a small clearing. In the middle of the clearing sat an old rickety cabin, its window filthy and the roof sagging.

“Where are we?” Liloy questioned. “Where is this place?”

Joseph didn’t reply. He merely opened the door and ordered them inside. Down a long hallway and into a dark, windowless cellar he led them, and then made them sit down on the floor.”

“All right, now I want you to turn over all electronic and communication devices you may have,” Joseph snapped. “And be mighty quick about it!”

With a start, Miriam realized she still had her mom’s phone! She wanted so much to contact someone for help! Oh, why had she not remembered that sooner? But one look at the pistol pointing right in her face and she knew she had no choice. She relinquished the phone.

“I don’t have my phone,” Liloy said. “If you want proof, I can show you.” She stood up and emptied all of the contents out of her bag. Sure enough, no phone was found. Miriam’s heart sank. Their last chance of escape was gone.

“Hmm.” Joseph tucked Miriam’s phone i his pocket. “Okay, then. Now you stay down here. I’ll be back in a few hours to talk to you. Have fun.” He flashed them a wicked leer and walked off, slamming the door behind him. Miriam heard the blot click as it slid into place.

“Well, now what do we do?” Miriam asked, distressed. “I need to get home! My mom will be worried sick about me!”

Liloy shrugged. “I don’t know. But I think. . .we could try to call my father.”

Though Miriam couldn’t see Liloy’s face in the very well in the gathering darkness, she could have sworn she could hear the wheels turning in Liloy’s head. “What are you up to?” Miriam demanded.

Liloy didn’t answer, but suddenly a bright light illuminated the room. Miriam blinked a few times in order for her eyes to adjust to the light, then gasped aloud when she spotted a phone in Liloy’s hand! “Where did that come from?!” she exclaimed.

Liloy grinned. “I slid my phone under that crack in the wall there before he could see it,” she explained. “Think I fooled him?”

“You sure did!” Miriam said admiringly. “Hurry and call Meta Knight!”

“Very well,” Liloy agreed, dialing the knight’s number. Then they sat back and waited. . .