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Book 5: Church Bells

Chapter One: Friend and Foe

 

The sun beamed brightly down on the wide pasture as a small black and white puppy carefully scouted around the front of her three-story house, her thick tail stiff with excitement, her green eyes sparkling with mischief and wonderment, her sharp ears pricked. Her gaze slowly traveled around the area and landed on the rosebushes in front of the house. With a grin, she trotted over to one of the bushes, stuck her nose into the foliage, and shouted, “One-two-three on Eloise!”

“Aw, man!” the girl complained, standing to her feet and brushing a few rose petals out of her blond hair. “You did it again, Cloudy! I thought for sure this time you wouldn’t find me!”

“Wouldn’t find you?” Cloudy giggled. “Never let such a thing go to your head. I’m a dog, and dogs have excellent smelling and hearing senses, you know.”

“I know,” Eloise responded, giving the Malamute a playful swat on the shoulder. “Now let’s find everyone else.”

Just then, Cloudy’s keen ears picked up a rustling sound from the garden. Her eyes narrowed slightly and a smile began to form on her face. “I think that’s your sister,” she whispered to Eloise, who nodded silently in agreement.

“Let’s sneak up on her,” Eloise giggled softly.

“Okay,” Cloudy murmured.

Silent as a cat stalking a mouse, the two sneaked over to the garden gate and peered into the thin spaces between the wide boards. Cloudy caught a flash of light on a few strands of blond hair. “That’s Nika,” Cloudy mouthed.

“On my signal. . .” Eloise held up three fingers, then two, then one. With a nod to one another, they threw open the gate and exploded into the garden, leaping in front of Nika cowering behind the fence and yelling “Gotcha!”

“Ahh!” Nika screamed, startled. Her face turned ashen white in fear until she realized who it was. A sigh of relief escaped her. “Cloudy! Eloise! Thank goodness it’s only you!”

“One-two-three on you!” both sang together.

The eight-year-old crossed her arms, a trace of a childish pout on her face. “Okay, you got me.” Then a grin split her face. “But I bet you cannot guess where Zach is.”

“In the tire swing?” Cloudy inquired nonchalantly, her eyes roamingΒ  absently around the garden.

“Ugh, how’d you know?” the nine-year-old boy complained, slipping out of the swing and to the ground. “I thought for sure no one could see me!”

“I couldn’t see you,” Cloudy said.

Zach looked confused. “Then how did you know where I was?”

Cloudy smiled mysteriously, her eyes twinkling. “Hey, we’re missing someone,” she suddenly said, glancing quickly about. “Where’s Sniper?”

Nika’s eyes wandered to the drainpipe behind Cloudy and her eyes widened. A grin spread across her face as if the air itself was going to tell a joke. She covered her mouth to stifle her laughter, then cleared her throat. “Can I guess?” she politely said, raising her hand as though she were in school.

“You may,” Eloise said, looking a bit puzzled as to why her twin was grinning like a maniac.

Nika pointed her finger toward the drainpipe, snickering, her body quivering with uncontrollable laughter. Eloise looked where she was pointing and her mouth dropped open in disbelief. Sniper was hanging from a rope tied to the top of the drainpipe, sleeping like a baby, his mouth slightly open, snoring. Drool was sliding down his face and dripping onto the ground.

“What the!” Cloudy exclaimed, staring at her eldest brother’s ridiculous sleeping face. She slapped her forehead with her paw. “Oh, brother. This is so embarrassing. If this gets around town, I’ll be the laughing stock of Spring Breeze because my annoying brother looks dumb snoozing like a newborn baby.”

Eloise pulled out her phone and snapped a picture of the funny scene. “Yeah, maybe they would. Say,” she added with a wicked grin, “I wonder if I could get this picture printed out and stick it on your school bulletin board, Cloudy?”

Cloudy’s eyes grew large. “Eloise, you wouldn’t!”

“Of course she wouldn’t,” Zach quickly answered, shooting Eloise a murderous glare. “None of us would do such a thing. We’re your friends, and true friends would never try to humiliate one another.”

“And you all are certainly my true friends,” Cloudy said with a soft smile.

At that moment, Sniper opened his eyes. He blinked wearily, looking blearily around at his friend and youngest sister. Then he looked down at the puddle of drool on the ground, the rope that was looped around his chest, and his friends looking as though they couldn’t contain their laughter for five more seconds. “Where am I?” he inquired.

“Er, well,” Nika began, her voice strained, “apparently our Hide-and-Seek game took longer than expected and you fell asleep. And well, let’s just say you looked pretty silly sleeping while dangling in the air.” The memory was too much for her, and she burst into hysterical laughter, falling to the ground.

“What are you talking about?” Sniper said in a growly tone.

Eloise held up her phone and Sniper’s jaw dropped upon seeing the photo. “N-No way is that me!”

“Oh, yes, it’s you,” Cloudy said, a smirk crossing her face. “And a few minutes ago,” she continued, with a wink at Eloise, “we were talking about putting this picture on the school bulletin board so everyone can see it. Weren’t we , Eloise?”

Eloise caught on. “Yes, indeed,” she nodded.

Sniper gasped with horror. “You can’t do that!” he cried. “Everyone will make fun of me and laugh at me forever!”

Cloudy scratched at her ear, pretending to be in deep thinking mode. “Hmmm,” she said. A mischievous look came across her face. “Okay, then. Maybe we won’t embarrass you in front of everyone. . .that is, on a certain condition.”

“What? I’ll do anything!” Sniper said, his eyes determined.

“You must promise not to bother any of us anymore,” Cloudy said, “and to always tell us the truth about everything. That means if I ask you if you cleaned your roomβ€””

“Okay, okay! I get it! I promise! No more annoying and nothing but the truth!” Sniper said, raising his right paw. “I swear!”

“Ohh, so nothing but the truth, huh?” Eloise said, rubbing her hands together. Cloudy had to restrain a snicker at her impish expression. “Then tell me, Sniperβ€”is it true that you’re in love with Lily?”

An embarrassed look flashed across Sniper’s face. “Um, well. . .”

Cloudy burst into laughter. Zach grinned at her and then at Eloise, who high-fived him. “Oh, Sniper, you should have seen your face!” cackled Nika, slapping Zach’s arm.

Sniper snorted, trying to appear as if he didn’t care. “Can you just get me down now?” he pointedly inquired.

Eloise obliged and in seconds Sniper was standing on the ground,. He shook out his rumpled fur and scowled up at his friends, but there was a hint of a smile on his face.

“Children!” came the familiar call of Cloudy’s mother, Springtime, from the front porch. The children hurried out of the garden and around the side of the house. Springtime seemed a bit worried until she spotted them running toward her from the direction of the garden. A relieved smile passed over her features. “Oh, there you are. I thought maybe you left the yard.”

“No way!” Zach burst out. “Why would we do something so idiotic?”

Springtime shrugged, seeming a bit apologetic. “I don’t know. I’m sorry. I just want to make sure you’re safe. I am responsible for you all, you know.”

“We know, and don’t worry. We’re all just fine,” Eloise said, trying to suppress a giggle. Nika snickered and Zach smiled widely. Springtime raised an eyebrow, wondering at their contained laughter, but wisely asked no questions.

The other children ran up just then, waving joyfully and shouting. Arrow, a gray Siberian puppy, walked next to Cloudy and asked, “So I take it you found everyone?”

“That we did,” Cloudy said, smirking, “and the last one we discovered in a most enlightening way.”

Sniper blushed a little. “Give me a break.”

At that moment, the familiar sound of an engine drifted toward their ears. But Cloudy knew that was no ordinary car, no everyday automobile passing by on the busy street that separated her house and her elementary school. It belonged to Scazzarda Stellarum, friend of Springtime’s and mother of Meta Knight, mentor and friend to Cloudy.

Sure enough, a gray car pulled up by the fence and a blond-haired humanoid woman climbed out, her field-green eyes glowing in the sun’s rays. A masked figure with a navy-blue cape and gray pauldrons too climbed out of the car and stood beside his mother as she locked the car. Cloudy barked a welcome greeting and mother and son turned.

Scazzarda’s eyes lit up upon seeing the puppy. “Cloudy!” she warmly called. She opened the gate and walked into the pasture. The knight, on the other hand, barreled the fence easily, as he was a warrior and was used to doing all sorts of stunts.

Cloudy yipped happily and ran over to her mentor, doing a rough-and-tumble right into him and knocking him flat on his back. A startled exclamation escaped him as he fell down. “Cloudburst, what are you doing?”

“Yay! Sir Meta Knight!” the child cried delightedly, licking his hand in delight. “You’re back! It’s been a while. I thought you would come to visit sooner than that!”

“It’s been only three weeks or so since I visited, but I have had to help my daughter with her new baby, as well as Mother with the housework,” Meta Knight said softly. “I have been busy.”

“Oh, sorry, I didn’t know,” Cloudy said hurriedly. She lightly scraped her claws across the dirt.

“Scazzarda!” Springtime’s cheerful voice rang out with joy. “Welcome! It’s been some time! How have you been? And why have you come here?”

“I’ve been wonderful,” Scazzarda said, embracing her friend. “As a matter of fact, I came over here to see if the children would like to drive over with me to look at the new church. It’s almost done; they just have to put the roof on and finish the painting.”

“I understand they’ve been working on that project since January,” Springtime said. “Most buildings don’t get finished in so short a time.”

“The workers are very diligent,” Scazzarda said. She glanced around at the wide, excited eyes of the curious children standing around. “So, you kids want to go?”

“Yeah!” they all chorused.

“It’s so hard to believe we’re gonna get to go to church soon!” Arrow said. “And the great part is, the very first service we’ll be attending is the Easter service!”

This was going to be Cloudy’s second Easter, but she couldn’t remember much from her first one because she had been so little then. However, her mother had told her much about her first Easter and why they celebrated that special holiday.

“Easter is my favorite holiday, next to Christmas!” Star, Cloudy’s older sister, said. “I can’t wait to hide eggs, eat chocolate, and play with the adorable baby bunnies! It’s sure to be a great time!”

“Yes, honey, but always remember that Jesus’ resurrection is the reason for Easter,” Springtime gently reminded her daughter.

“Okay, if we want to go, let’s move!” Scazzarda said, clapping her hands for attention. “Let’s get this show on the road and go see that church!”

The children and Meta Knight jumped into the car and buckled up, all squeezing together. Sometimes two puppies sat in one seat. “I hope I won’t get a ticket for this,” Scazzarda said worriedly as she put the car in drive and turned around.

As Scazzarda drove, Cloudy glanced briefly out at the passing fields and houses and neighbors. Then she thought about her life and family.

Cloudy had five brothersβ€”Sniper, Sharkell, Yodi, Pancake, and Waffleβ€”who could be mannerly and kind if they really wanted to be. More often than not, though, they teamed up to play pranks and wreak havoc and generally cause all sorts of bad things to occur. They were Siberians, and like their father, had brown eyes and brown and white fur.

Star was a gray and white Siberian with sapphire-blue eyes that seemed to see deep into the soul of even the objects that had no soul. She was charming and lively, but could sometimes be snippy and hurtful with her words.

Springtime, the stay-at-home, Christian mom, taught her children to love the Lord their God with all their heart, soul, mind, body, and strength. She cooked, she cleaned, she loved, she edified, she taught, and she reached out. She was truly a rare example of the Proverbs 31 woman.

Showerstorm was an author/bank worker who occasionally submitted short stories or poems to The Dreamland Times. He was quiet and meditative and enjoyed studying God’s Word. He supported his children, wife, friends, and coworkers through thick and thin.

And Cloudy herself was what others called the Prophesied One. She was titled that for a specific reason, and the reason was simple: She was the Star Warrior who would save Dreamland from Nightmare’s tyrannical grip of death and hatred. Over a hundred years ago, Photron, ruler of Planet Popstar and the forger of Galaxia, prophesied that a Star Warrior bearing a diamond mark on her paw would be born. Cloudy bore that mark and thus was known to be the Prophesied One. Cloudy was strong, spirited, and brave, and she showed potential and status as a growing warrior, thanks to Meta Knight.

Cloudy also had a rare gift she had discovered last year while conversing with her new friend, Jacob Osen, while in Leupochena. She, her parents, and a few friends had come to Leupochena to visit her aunt’s friends, the Mestereins, for Christmas. While flying, Cloudy had had a strange “dream” which forewarned her of a crashing. The plane had indeed crashed and the pilot was killed, and Cloudy learned from Jacob the next day that she had a light form of ESP. While it was odd to think of herself as being weakly psychic, Cloudy accepted the gift as part of who she was.

Cloudy looked thoughtfully out the car window as she wondered what her future held.

 

* * * * *

 

“Here we are,” Scazzarda said, braking the car to a stop and gesturing to the half-finished building sitting neatly on a largeΒ  patch of grass and wildflowers. “Hallowed Father Church. . .or at least part of it.”

“It looks weird unfinished,” Star commented, looking at the skeleton woodwork and rough scrawls on the paneling. “It looks more like an abandoned building than a half-completed church.”

“Yeah, I know. But trust me,” Scazzarda said, opening the door and stepping out, “once they get it done, you won’t even be able to tell it was once an odd-looking, unpainted structure.” She slammed the driver’s door shut.

Eloise opened both backseat doors and the children leaped out. “Wow, neat!” Sniper said, staring in awe at the pile of stacked wooden boards. “Hey, Yodi! Check this out! This is like a playground!”

“Except you’re not allowed to play on it,” Cloudy muttered under her breath, hoping her brother wouldn’t get ideas. Aloud she called, “Why don’t we all ask if we can look at the interior of the church?”

“Okay, but who are we gonna ask?” Zach asked with a shrug. The place seemed deserted but for a few workers.

“I don’t know. Why don’t we see if we can find someone who will let us in?” Cloudy began to walk off toward the church, and the others, after exchanging brief glances, followed.

Cloudy sniffed the woodwork and the carvings on the red bricks lining the underside of the unpainted windowsills. She smiled upon seeing a carving of a cross with Jesus hanging upon it. Another carving showed an empty tomb, and a third displayed Jesus ascending to heaven, with his disciples staring upward in fascination.

As she rounded a corner, ready to hunt for more interesting sights around the site, she was startled to come face to face with a young pink-skinned girl with purple eyes sitting on a wooden board lying on the ground behind the church. Cloudy’s eyes widened and her ears went back slightly in alarm. The girl gasped and jumped to her feet upon seeing the puppy, neither making a sound. They merely stared, as if trying to deduce who the other was.

“Who are you?” the little girl demanded after a minute or two of silence and staring. Her voice was not one of harshness or rudeness, but the manner of politeness and habit.

It was a moment before Cloudy could find her voice. “Cloudy,” she said at last. “And you are?”

“Carny.” The girl smiled, her surprised look replaced by one of friendliness. “Carny Lambe.”

“It’s nice to meet you, Carny,” Cloudy said, smiling tentatively. She glanced around. “Are you alone?”

“No, my dad’s here too. I think he’s with my mom around the other side of the church,” Carny explained. “They were checking the foundation of the red bricks. I was hanging out here waiting for them to get back.” She grinned. ” Sometimes when I’m bored, I like to pretend I’m a superhero or a warrior fighting to save the day!”
She dramatically pumped a fist in the air, then positioned her stance to look heroic. Cloudy laughed.

“So what do you do on your spare time, Cloudy?” Carny asked, plopping down beside Cloudy and folding her hands. “Pretend to rescue someone? Play swordfighting?”

“Actually, I do do those things, but it’s not pretend,” Cloudy said. At Carny’s puzzled frown, she held up her left-front paw. The girl’s eyes grew as big as paper plates and she gasped in awe.

“So you must be the Prophesied One!” Carny said in a stage whisper. She looked ready to squeal from pure excitement. “I am so pleased to meet you!”

“Nice to meet you too,” Cloudy said, extending her paw. Carny shook it eagerly. “And I’d like to meet your parents. Who are they?”

“Kimora and Victor Lambe. My dad’s the future pastor of this church,” Carny said.

Cloudy blinked in disbelief, shocked at what she had just heard. “Wait, what?! You mean. . .your father is going to be the pastor of this church?!”

“I know, it’s exciting!” Carny said, clapping her hands and giggling a little. “This is sure to be the greatest Easter ever!”

“Cloudy!” Eloise called, darting around the back of the church. “What are you doing back here for so long! We’ve been. . .” Her voice trailed off upon seeing Carny and Cloudy together. Carny’s brow furrowed and she raised an eyebrow at the newcomer, casting a questioning look at Cloudy,

“It’s okay,” Cloudy said reassuringly. “This is Eloise, one of my best friends. Eloise, meet Carny Lambe. She’s the daughter of our future pastor.”

“Oh.” Eloise hesitated a second, then shook hands with Carny. “It’s a pleasure to meet you, Carny.”

Carny smiled. “You too.”

“Eloise!” Nika yelled, tearing over to her sister and accidentally knocking her off-balance. The twins tumbled to the ground.

“Ouch!” Eloise hissed, rubbing the scrape on her elbow.

“Incoming!” Sniper cried, racing by Cloudy and Carny and tripping over Eloise’s prostrate form. Yodi, right behind him, fell over his older brother and crashed to the earth. Then the rest of Cloudy’s friends appeared, shouting and shrieking. Carny stared, dumbfounded, at the vast array of humanoids and puppies leaping around and falling over each other. Cloudy just rolled her eyes and told Carny the names of the rest of the kids.

“Hey, children!” Scazzarda called, attempting to restore order. “Children, behave yourselves! We’re in a public place. Please, let’s be orderly and respectful to all who are here, okay?”

“Oh, we’re sorry,” Zach panted, standing to his feet and brushing the dirt off his clothes. “We were just caught up in the moment, I suppose.”

Meta Knight appeared beside his mother, quiet as usual, observing as always.

Carny smiled at Scazzarda and Meta Knight. “Hello. Who are you two?”

“My name is Scazzarda Stellarum. This is my son, Magnus,” Scazzarda said kindly. “But for personal reasons, he wishes to be called Meta Knight.”

“I’m Carny. Carny Lambe.” The girl shook hands with Scazzarda. “I’m the pastor’s daughter.”

“How nice!” Scazzarda said, beaming a smile. “Um, where is your father, dear?”

“He’s at the other side of the church with my mom,” Carny said. “Do you wish to see them on a certain matter?”

“I do.”

“Then just walk around that way. You’ll find them,” Carny said, pointing to the right.

“Thank you.” Scazzarda smiled thankfully at Carny and walked off, Meta Knight following behind.

Eloise grinned at Carny. “How old are you, Carny?”

“I’m seven!” Carny said, tossing back her hair. “What about you?”

“Eight. Zach’s nine,” said Eloise. “The puppies are all over a year old.”

“Neat! We should be friends!” Carny did an excellent pirouette, her pink hair flying wildly in the breeze. Then she stopped, suddenly looking sober. “I don’t have any friends yet. We just moved to the parsonage a month ago.”

“Well, we’ll be your friends,” Star said, furiously wagging her tail.

Carny smiled a little. “You really want to be friends with me?”

“Why not? You’re nice and we like you!” Nika said, draping her arm over Carny’s shoulder. “Of course you can be our friend! We would love to hang with you sometime!”

“What school do you go to?” Sharkell asked.

“I’m homeschooled,” Carny said, brushing a leaf off her dress. “Mommy is scared to death to let me go to public school. She thinks it’s safer to teach me at home. I guess I agree with her, but I’ve never been in a public school before. If I could visit a real public school, perhaps I’d understand why she’s so against putting me in it.”

“Yeah, well, we go to public school, and trust me, it’s not that great, so be glad you’re homeschooled,” Nika said. “Our mom was talking to my dad this morning at breakfast about maybe homeschooling us next school year.”

“Yeah. I’d much rather prefer to be homeschooled,” Nika admitted. “I mean, my friends are nice and all, but some of my teachers. . .well, they just don’t really try hard to properly teach us.”

Before Carny could answer, everyone heard a truck pull up in front of the church and brake to a stop. The engine shut off and the door opened, and a man’s brusque voice could be heard yelling: “Victor! Where are you?!”

“Ugh,” Yodi complained. “Who the heck is that dude shrieking?”

Carny looked none too pleased. “That’s Raymond Holder. He’s a farmer who raises prize animals. He lives in the western area of Spring Breeze. Sometimes he helps my dad with yard work and my dad helps him with farm work. However, he’s not at all friendly, and he hates anything to do with God or church or the Bible.”

“Yikes. Does that mean he doesn’t like your dad, either?” said Star, her eyes suddenly showing worry.

“I don’t know,” Carny said. “They don’t see themselves as close friends, but they’ll help each other if need be. You know?”

“Yeah, I think I do,” Star replied. The truck door slammed shut and the kids could hear heavily booted feet moving toward the front doors. Star detected Holder muttering something under his breath, but she couldn’t make out what it was.

Carny stood up. “Let’s go meet Mr. Holder and direct him to my dad. He doesn’t sound as if he’s in a really great mood.” She led the way around to the front of the church and met up with Holder, who looked ready to let off some steam.

“Oh, hello, Mr. Holder,” Carny politely greeted him. “Are you looking for my dad?”

“Yes, I am!” Holder said firmly. His eyes locked on the children behind Carny and his brows drew down. “Who are these, Carny?”

“Oh, they’re my new friends,” Carny said cheerfully. “Everyone, this is Ray Holder.”

The children smiled and called out greetings.

“Hi,” Holder said curtly, barely nodding in their direction. Then he returned his attention to Carny. “Young lady, get me to your father at once. I don’t have time to waste standing around here all day.”

Cloudy’s mouth fell open as Carny led Mr. Holder toward the other side of the church. “Okay, that was really rude,” she whispered.

“No kidding. His momma must not have cared that he flunked manners school,” Pancake muttered.

“Aw, come on, guys. He probably isn’t as bad as he seems,” Zach said. “Maybe we just need to get through to him. Perhaps he hasn’t had a lot of love and kindness shown toward him throughout his life. Maybe it’s up to us to change his attitude. And that starts with being Christlike!”

“Yeah!” “Amen!” “Zach’s right!” “Speak the truth!” several voices clamored.

Cloudy stepped to the front of the group, a determined glint in her eye. “Then let’s do this,” she said, flashing her pearly fangs.

 

* * * * *

 

Victor looked up briefly from pointing out to his wife how solid the red bricks were to see Carny leading Ray Holder toward him. “Howdy, Ray,” he said, calmly, straightening up. “What do you need?”

“I came over to here to collect my money from that job I did for you the other day,” Ray said in a completely no-nonsense tone.

“Oh, of course. I’m terribly sorry,” Victor apologized. “I completely forgot.” He pulled out his wallet and counted some bills, laying them in Holder’s hand.

“Thanks,” Ray said, not sounding at all like he meant it. He stashed the bills in his pocket. Then his eyes locked on Scazzarda and Meta Knight, who were standing behind Pastor Lambe and his wife. “Who are you two?”

“I am Scazzarda Stellarum,” Scazzarda said cooly. “This is Magnus, my son, but for reasons he does not wish to address, he wants to be known simply as Meta Knight.”

“Hmph, so you’ve got a blueberry for a son,” said Holder with a snort. “Real nice. Though I think he’d be of much better use in the winepress.”

“Hey!” Eloise said angrily, putting her hands on her hips. “That’s not nice!”

“Who says it has to be?” Holder returned. “The truth ain’t always pretty, girly.”

Nika placed her hand on her twin’s arm. “Please don’t say anything, Eloise,” she quietly begged.

Zach, trying to act on his determination from earlier, said in a tone of forced politeness, “So Mr. Holder, are you going to be attending the Easter service with the rest of us?”

“Me?” Holder laughed. “Don’t be ridiculous. I wouldn’t set foot in that church even if you begged me to. It’s a waste of time to sit around reading stupid fairy tales from that idiotic Book. I don’t want anything to do with that religion.”

Sharkell gasped. Yodi’s eyes narrowed sharply into slits.

“Why do you think such a thing, Mr. Holder?” Zach said.

“Because of what I’ve been taught, that’s why.” Holder stormed away from them without waiting for a reply. Then all of a sudden, he halted and spun on his heel to face the group. “And Victor, if I were you, I’d consider halting the construction of this useless building! It’ll serve no purpose at all except to get Christian fanatics to study a bunch of crazy mythology!” He stomped back to his truck, climbed, and drove away, squealing his tires as he did so.

Cloudy blinked in confusion and shook her head to clear her mind. It seemed like this Easter was going to be challenged by a quarrelsome farmer.

Book 4: Every Life is Beautiful

Chapter Nine: The Last Glow

 

“Why are we going to Cloudy’s house again?” Liloy asked her father as they trekked through a tumult of grass and reeds. She clutched Comery closer to her as the ground became more treacherous. Meta Knight could see the three-story house up ahead, its shiny paint glistening in the blinding sunshine.

“Cloudy told me she and her family had a surprise for us,” he explained. “But I do not know what it is.”

“Heh, maybe she’s going to give us a scare,” Liloy giggled. Then aΒ  yelp of alarm broke from her as she nearly tripped over a large stone sitting on the ground. Meta Knight reacted quickly and caught her arm. “Are you okay?” he asked, frightened.

“I’m fine. Just a little shaken.” Liloy smiled gratefully at him. “I’ll watch my step next time.”

“I know you will.” The two shared a good laugh and then moved on, picking their way over stones and roots.

 

* * * * *

 

“Oh, oh, oh,” Sniper said in a hushed whisper as he peered through the garden lattice, his ears pricked. “Alert, alert. Everyone to your battle stations! The enemy is approaching the house.”

“Oh, Sniper,” nine-year-old Zach sighed. “Do you mean Meta Knight and Liloy?”

Sniper nodded.

“Is Comery with them?” Eloise inquired. Nika, her twin, was beside her, trying to fix a twisted streamer.

“Erm. . .” Sniper squinted against the sunlight, peering at father and daughter for a moment. Then he nodded again. “Yeah, Comery’s there. Man alive, is he ever so tiny!”

“Of course he is. He’s only a few days old,” Springtime whispered from her hiding place under the picnic table.

Sniper flashed her a knowing grin. “Mommy, when we jump out to surprise them, don’t bump your head on the underside of the table, okay?”

Arrow and Lily, two of Cloudy’s canine schoolmates, giggled.

“Now, Sniper, have a little more faith in your mother!” Springtime begged. “I know I’ve done that before, but do you have to rub it in?”

“It seems to be a bad habit,” Sniper observed. “Like, you can’t stop doing it!”

“Or maybe she likes having bruises on her noggin,” Pancake giggled.

“Oh, by the way, when is Miss Scazzarda going to get here?” Sharkell broke in, directing the question to Springtime.

“I don’t know. She said she’d be here in a few minutes,” Springtime answered. “She also mentioned she’d be bringing an old friend, but I don’t know whom she meant.”

“Shush!” Showerstorm warned, jerking his head in the direction of the pasture. “Meta Knight and Liloy are coming toward the garden! Hide, everyone, and be quiet!”

Everybody scrambled to obey orders. Cloudy crouched down inside the tire swing, her eyes wide and glistening with excitement. We’re going to scare Liloy and her father good, she thought. I can’t wait.

“Hello?” Cloudy heard Liloy call. “Where are you guys? We have arrived!”

Cloudy stifled a giggle and yelled out, “We’re in the garden! Come in!”

There a rustle of leaves and hesitant footsteps as Liloy and her father entered and looked about warily. A cake sat on a piece of cardboard on an overturned washtub, and a few balloons and streamers were strung in the branches of the old oak tree. The atmosphere was festive, cheerful. . .and suspicious.

“Um, guys?” Liloy said, fear evident in her voice. “Where are you?”

Sniper giggled to himself as he silently got up from a tall patch of weeds and, putting one foot in front of the other like an Indian, approached Liloy from behind. When he was right behind her, he opened his mouth and shouted as loudly as he could, “BOO!”

“Eeek!” Liloy shrieked, clutching her baby tightly, her muscles tensed. Even Meta Knight jumped, momentarily startled. Little Comery’s eyes flew open, his face scrunched up, and he began screaming loudly, irritated and upset at having his sleep disturbed.

“Uh-oh,” Sniper mumbled sheepishly. “I just woke the baby, didn’t I?”

“Sniper!” Springtime scolded, standing to her feet to have a serious talk with her son.Β  Unfortunately, once again, she bumped her head on the underside of the picnic table. “Ouch!” she cried, rubbing her head. “Oh, you stupid table!” she scolded.

“Don’t worry, Mommy, you always do that,” Pancake assured her, trying to sound serious but not quite being able to restrain a smirk. Springtime’s glare shot like an arrow toward him, fire in her eyes, and Pancake relented at poking fun toward her. The other children burst into laughter at the silly scene.

“There, there, sweet boy, it’s okay,” Liloy soothingly assured the crying baby, placing him over her shoulder and patting him on the back. “Mama’s got you.”

“Wow! For a first-time mom, you seem to have a lot of confidence,” Nika said, her blue eyes shining.

“Thank you. It’s all thanks to Father and Grandmother for teaching me about how to care for a child.” Then as if noticing something was amiss, she glanced around. “Um, speaking of Grandmother, where is she anyway? Didn’t she says she would be here?”

“She went to go pick up an old friend,” Showerstorm explained, poking his head out of the garden shed door. “She’ll be here soon. Just be patient.”

As if on cue, the rumble of an engine resounded in the distance and then came the sound of brakes. “That’ll be Miss Scazzarda!” Cloudy sang out. “She’s finally arrived.”

A minute later, Scazzarda was at the garden gate, rapping on the paneled fence wood. “I’m here!” she said. “May I come in? Sorry I took so long. I had to pick up a friend.”

“Yeah, your ‘old friend,’ right?” Springtime grinned as she marched to the gate and unlatched it. When she swung back the gate, her eyes widened at the familiar girl standing beside Scazzarda. Scazzarda winked and placed a finger to her lips, making signs to be quiet. “I want to surprise the kids,” she whispered.

Springtime nodded. “Got it,” she whispered back.

The girl went through the gate and there was silence for a long moment. All the children, standing in a group, stared at the girl for a long moment, uncertain as to who she was. But Cloudy recognized her right away, though it had been a few months since she had last seen her. “Wylanda!” she cried, jumping up and down in pure joy. “It’s Wylanda Coven!”

“Cloudy!” Wylanda exclaimed, rushing forward and embracing the puppy. “It’s been a while!”

“Yes, it has!” Star agreed, licking Wylanda’s hand in fondness. “Welcome back, Wylanda!”

“Yay, it’s Wylanda!” Nika cheered, throwing her arms around the older girl’s neck. “We didn’t expect to see you!”

“I was in town checking out the rubble that’s going to be the new church,” Wylanda said. “Can you believe it? A church right here in Spring Breeze!”

“And when it’s finished, we can attend services!” Lily said, her sharp-pointed ears pricked with excitement.

Springtime waltzed in at the moment with Scazzarda. “Miss Scazzarda!” the children chorused together, delight spreading throughout the garden. They swarmed to her like ants at a picnic, hugging her and chattering and laughing all at the same time. Scazzarda fondly returned their affections.

“So what’s been cooking?” Wylanda asked when the group hugs were finished. “That is, besides Tilry’s funeral and Joseph Unswall and Miriam’s moving away and whatnot.”

Cloudy cringed. She didn’t want to be reminded of all the bad things that had occurred in the last couple of months. “Lots of things,” she said dully, then added with a huge grin, “but cake is the main one!”

“Cake?” Wylanda’s brow knit. “What do you mean? Is it someone’s birthday?”

“Yes, as a matter of fact, it is. . .technically,” Cloudy said. “Liloy’s baby, Comery, was born five days ago, and so we’re celebrating his miraculous birth.”

“Oh, that’s so cute!” Wylanda said, looking across the garden at the swaddled bundle in Liloy’s arms. “But what do you mean by ‘miraculous birth?'”

Cloudy scratched her ear and gazed intently at Liloy, who had been listening to their conversation. At Cloudy’s questioning look, she nodded permissibly. “Liloy was thinking of ending her pregnancy, on March 22” she explained, “but a miracle happened and Comery was born on my birthday.”

Our birthday,” Sniper reminded her, and his brothers and Star nodded.

“I stand corrected,” Cloudy said, giggling. Then she became somber. “But in all seriousness, yes, Comery was a brand plucked from the burning.”

“I seem to be hearing that phrase a lot,” Meta Knight called to her.

“And it’s true!” Wylanda insisted, spreading her hands as if in worship. “God saved Liloy and her baby from harm and regret! We should praise Him!”

“That’s a perfect idea!” Cloudy cried. “Why don’t we sing?”

“But what can we sing?” Zach asked, scratching his head. The other children looked at each other a moment and then shrugged. They couldn’t think of a single song that fit the happy, uplifting mood of Comery’s birthday celebration.

After much puzzling, a sparkle came into Wylanda’s eyes. Cloudy knew that look; it meant Wylanda had an idea. “What do you have up your sleeve, Wylanda?” she asked.

Wylanda leaned forward, her face lighting up with excitement. ‘A few weeks ago,” she whispered, “my aunt found out she had cancer and so she underwent a series of tests. The doctors said she would surely die. But at church the following week, hundreds of people prayed for her, and when she went back to the doctor three days later, they could find no trace of the cancer. And next Sunday, they played a special hymn called ‘Lord of the Dance’ and it was amazing! People were jumping up and down and singing and it was so amazing!”

“So we should sing ‘Lord of the Dance?'” Cloudy asked.

“Yeah! Or I can sing and you guys dance!” Wylanda clasped her hands together. “So, what do you say?”

Cloudy nodded at her friends and family, and they nodded in return. “I say let’s do it!” Zach said, and the children released a cheer that reached to the heavens.

Wylanda stood beside Scazzarda and began to sing as Springtime watched from the back corner of the garden fence. Eloise and Nika and the pups began to dance and swing about as Wylanda sang:

“I danced in the morning when the world was begun,
And I danced in the moon and the stars and the sun,
And I came down from heaven and I danced on the earth:
At Bethlehem I had my birth.

Dance, then, wherever you may be,
I am the Lord of the dance, said he,
And I’ll lead you all, wherever you may be,
And I’ll lead you all in the dance, said he.”

“Whoo-hoo!” Cloudy cried. “Wylanda, you rock, girl!”

“Thanks! You dance really good!” Wylanda complimented the children, and continued singing in her bright soprano.

“I danced for the scribe and the Pharisee,
But they would not dance and they wouldn’t follow me;
I danced for the fishermen, for James and John;
They came with me and the dance went on:

Dance, then, wherever you may be,
I am the Lord of the dance, said he,
And I’ll lead you all, wherever you may be,
And I’ll lead you all in the dance, said he.”

“Another verse! We can’t stop now!” Star panted, beginning to get a little breathless. Wylanda laughed and carried on.

“I danced on the Sabbath and I cured the lame:
The holy people said it was a shame.
They whipped and they stripped and they hung me on high,
And they left me there on a cross to die:

Dance, then, wherever you may be,
I am the Lord of the dance, said he,
And I’ll lead you all, wherever you may be,
And I’ll lead you all in the dance, said he.”

“More! More!” Lily begged, furiously wagging her tail in rhythm to the song.

“I danced on a Friday when the sky turned black;
It’s hard to dance with the devil on your back.
They buried my body and they thought I’d gone;
But I am the dance, and I still go on:

They cut me down and I leapt up high;
I am the life that’ll never, never die.
I’ll live in you if you’ll live in me:
I am the Lord of the dance, said he.

Dance, then, wherever you may be,
I am the Lord of the dance, said he,
And I’ll lead you all, wherever you may be,
And I’ll lead you all in the dance, said he.

Yea, I’ll lead you all, wherever you may be,
And I’ll lead you all in the dance, said he.”

The song ended and the puppies, twins, and Zach dropped to the ground, gasping for breath. Wylanda giggled at their fatigued forms. “Man alive, were you all having a good time! I didn’t think you would last throughout the whole song! Good job!”

“Thanks,” Cloudy said, still winded. She smiled at Meta Knight, whose eyes glowed a light green as she held his daughter’s hand. Liloy glanced down at Comery, who had been watching the dance. One finger was in his mouth as he smiled widely at the puppies, who smiled back at him. Liloy laughed. “I think Comery liked your dance,” she said.

“Thanks, Comery,” Star said. Comery cooed and grinned shyly, hiding his face in his mother’s cape. Meta Knight chuckled softly.

 

* * * * *

 

After all the cake had been consumed and the games had been played, everyone was content to lounge on the porch and watch the sun set. Cloudy, lying at the foot of the steps, smiled as she watched the fiery, molten ball slowly descend behind the treetops of the Whispy Woods. Soon, the sky was pinkish-golf, speckled with a few twinkling stars and planets. The frogs croaked and the light breezes stirred the leaves on the rosebushes. A nightingale from far away called “goodnight”Β  to the citizens of Spring Breeze.

As if the nightingale has reminded her of something, Scazzarda said she would be right back and slipped into the house. Cloudy raised an eyebrow. “What’s she up to?” she muttered, laying her head back on her front paws.

A moment later, Scazzarda was back outside with the baby bird’sΒ  temporary home. To Cloudy’s utter astonishment, the birds were fine and plump and had beautiful plumages. The girls were a glossy brown; the males were a bright red. While they were still juvenile, they were beginning to look like adult cardinals. “Oh, my!” she breathed, unable to believe what she was seeing.

“Pretty little things, aren’t they?” Scazzarda said to no one in particular. “I almost can’t believe it myself. They’re all grown-up now, ad ready to take off on their own.”

“In other words,” Cloudy said, a faint smile beginning on her face, “they’re ready to leave the nest?”

“Yes,” Scazzarda said. One by one, she took each bird out and set them on the porch railing. They teetered for a moment and looked wonderingly at each other, as if to say, “What do we do now?”

“Fly away, little cardinals!” Star said. “It’s time you set out on your own! Go raise families and never forget how much your mother loved you!” With a little nudge of her nose to one of the males, all four birds jumped off the railing and flapped away beyond the treetops, their wings glinting in the last rays of the sun. Everyone watched them until they were out of sight.

Star sniffled and wiped her eyes. “Do you think we’ll ever see them again?” she quietly asked.

“I don’t know,” Scazzarda honestly answered. “There’s really no way to tell that. But I’m definitely sure we will see their descendants.”

“You know,” Liloy said thoughtfully, rocking Comery gently, “it’s funny how the Lord brings about His will through odd, everyday circumstances. We were expecting Tilry to live, but he died. And we were expecting the birds to die, but then they lived. And I was expecting to opt on a different path come the day after Cloudy’s birthday, but I was stopped.” She looked up to the dusty peaks of Mount Moonstem, bathed in the last glow of the sun. “Just a few more signs that God was and is watching over us all the time.”

“That He is,” Lily nodded, a smile growing on her lips.

And as the world was drenched in moonlight and the stars shone down on the citizens of Spring Breeze, Cloudy heard a strange, peaceful voice whisper in her heart:

“Wherever you go
Wherever you roam
I’m always here
I’m always home.

When the rainclouds seize
And the sun disappears
Know I am the Lord
I am always here.”

______

“Lord of the Dance” is a hymn written by Sydney Carter back in 1973.Β 

Book 4: Every Life is Beautiful

Chapter Eight: A Brand Plucked From the Burning

 

Meta Knight took the news of Liloy’s appointment without a word. Cloudy’s siblings were speechless and solemn as they watched Meta Knight trudge out of the room and shut the door, Scazzarda looking after him. Springtime lowered her head, tears stinging her eyes. They had done all they could to make Liloy listen to reason, and nothing had worked. Now it was too late. The day after Cloudy’s birthday was the dire day no one in Spring Breeze was looking forward to.

Long after everyone had gone to bed, Cloudy stood watching the birds for a long time. Their shivering, limp bodies seemed to indicate something far more profound than illness or grief; it indicated death and finality. Her thoughts then drifted to Liloy. Where was she tonight? What was she doing? How did she feel? Every unanswered question felt like another burden added to her back, as if she didn’t have enough emotional baggage to carry already.

As she stood staring sadly at the birds, she heard a voice to her right:

“Faith is evidence we believe in what we don’t see.”

Cloudy jumped and looked in the direction of the voice. To her surprise, no one was there. A chill crept down her spine as she gazed carefully into the corners of the inky blackness, making certain someone wasn’t playing a trick on her. But no one was lurking. It was only Cloudy, the birds, and her troubled soul.

“Who’s there?” Cloudy spoke into the darkness. There was no audible reply, but voices from the past began crowding into her mind, causing her to think hard about her situation and her status as a warrior:

“Showerstorm! Do you see? Do you see? This is the one! The Star Warrior we’ve been waiting for!”
“Are you joking? That girl hates you! She wouldn’t listen to you for anything!”
“I believe He’s calling me to talk to her.”
“I don’t want to keep living in misery. I want happiness.”
“The only way to obtain true happiness is salvation through Christ.”

“There’s something special about this child. And I do not mean because she is the Prophesied One.”
β€œIf you really want to know about my history, ask your daughter. She knows a lot from my past.”
“You have a Friend whom you can run to if ever you need Him. That’s a promise.”
“If we are children of the Lord, we can praise and rejoice even amidst the tragedies. But if we are not saved, we have no hope. We are bound by despair.”
“Why does this hurt so much?!”

“We’re gonna keep praying because there’s a thousand reason to believe He hears us and will answer!Β Am I right?!”
“If there is one I will never forgive, it is Nightmare himself. May he suffer all the tortures he put me through!”
“Just because he did who-knows-what to you as a child doesn’t mean you should wish the same things to happen to him!”
“It’s all right to be scared. What’s not all right is when you allow fear to govern your life.”
“Don’t be afraid. We’re still alive for a reason, and God willing, nothing will happen to us. We will all make it out alive.”
“I love her with all of my heart. And I love you too. So much. But I hate it when you feel as if you have to keep something from me because you’re afraid I’m going to get angry at you or react badly.”
β€œGod has decided to end this chapter, but that doesn’t mean the book is concluded. In fact, your story’s just beginning!”

“I cannot keep pretending to believe Tilry will be all right. I know he will not, but still I continue to behave as if he will.”
“What are we going to do if he justβ€”dies without ever waking up?”
“Take care. . .of our baby. Promise. . .you will.”
“Very few have such a passion to persevere and follow God even in their trials as Tilry did.”
“If you’re not willing to change your problems, Sir Meta Knight―then your problems will eventually begin to change you.”
“Tilry was the only reason I hung on for as long as I did, but since he died, my rope has been down to a thread.”
“It shouldn’t have happened, and yet. . .I knew it would.”
“β€œYou promised. . .You promised Tilry you would take care. . .of your baby. . .”

Cloudy slowly raised her head as visions, miracles, memories, and dreams came back to her, all swirling her mind in one endless spiral. A Bible verse came to her mind; it was 2 Corinthians 5:7: β€œFor we live by faith, not by sight.” 

Cloudy’s breath caught in her throat as the truth struck her for the first time. “Faith!” she repeated out loud. “Faith is evidence we believe in what we don’t see! Of course!” So what if it appeared to everyone that evil was reigning in the world? God was working behind the scenes to create a world even bigger and better! And what if Nightmare was trying to control the universe and would do anything he could to get his hands on power? Cloudy had been appointed to fight him and defeat him for good, and she would, with God;s help! And so what if Liloy had said she would opt on a different path than the one her Father had commanded her to walk? God could rescue her from grief and the baby from death if He willed it! And all Cloudy had to do as believe it with all heart, knowing He could do anything!

My faith has slacked since Tilry’s death, Cloudy admitted to herself. She looked up to the ceiling, and a quiet voice spoke into her heart. She knew it was the nudging of the Holy Spirit, inviting her to come to Him. So she bowed her head and prayed, “Lord, help me never again to have a lack of faith. I know You can, if you will it, save Liloy and her child. Please help us. Help us all.” She added in a low whisper, “I know You can.”

And that night in the room, the atmosphere began to change, glowing with a soft light, and Cloudy found she no longer felt afraid or sad. A smile came over her face as peace filled her heart.

 

* * * * *

 

The day of Cloudy’s birthday finally arrived. In the early morning dawn, joggers trotted past the three-story house, gazing curiously at the garden hidden from view by tall rosebushes, but they could hear the strains of a cheerful song reverberating throughout the cool spring air:

“Happy Birthday to you!
Happy Birthday to you!
Happy Birthday, dear puppies,Β 
Happy Birthday to you!”

“Now it’s time to eat cake!” Showerstorm cheerfully announced, bringing out a chocolate/carrot cake with seven glittery candles positioned on the top. Cloudy snickered at her mother’s grimace. “Happy Birthday to you children!”

“Thanks, Daddy!” Pancake said happily, righting his blue party hat.

“Totally. This is great!” Star chimed.

Cloudy smiled cryptically, but didn’t speak. She merely started on her first piece of birthday cake while her parents looked on, smiling but seemingly puzzled at her sudden happiness. The other children chattered happily as they stuffed themselves with cake, Sniper being a little too gluttonous.

Then, without warning, Springtime lifted her head and a strange look came over her face. “Excuse me,” she said to her husband, hurrying away in the direction of the front of the house. Cloudy stopped eating, her eyes locked on her father, who looked confused as he stood, waiting, staring at the trellis.

Within a few minutes, Springtime was back, leading a worried-looking Meta Knight with her to the table where the children were seated. “Cloudburst,” she firmly addressed her youngest child.

Cloudy sat up straight, her stature proud. “Yes, Mommy?”

Springtime suddenly burst into giggles, startling the children. It had been a long time since they had heard her laugh! “Well, I’m going to say, it looks as though a brand has just been plucked from the burning, thank God!” she laughed.

Cloudy tilted her head. “Huh?”

Springtime wiped tears of laughter from her eyes, “Sorry, dear. I’m guess I’m just relieved.” She cleared her throat and attempted to sound dignified. “Liloy just went into labor and is at the hospital.”

Cloudy stood stock-still, gazing at her mother, waiting for the catch. “Did you hear me?” Springtime asked. “I said, Liloy just went into labor and is at the hospital!”

“So?” Cloudy thought she was beginning to understand, but wanted her mother to reveal the answer first.

“So she’s saved! Her baby is saved!” Springtime shouted.

Cloudy was stunned, but only for a brief moment. “Ya-hoooo!” she cried with delight, leaping onto the picnic bench and then off, landing squarely on all fours on the grass. “Hooray! The Lord be praised! Great are His works, and mighty indeed! He’s the Lord of all! Hooray! He’s saved us all! Heed the call! Whoopee!”

“Yes, indeed!” Springtime chuckled. “But the reason Meta Knight is here is because he wants you to go with him to the hospital. Would you like to?”

“Yes!” Cloudy replied without hesitation.

Springtime outfitted her in a pink scarf and sent her on her way. As Cloudy skipped happily ahead of him to the hospital, Meta Knight watched her, a mixture of fear and happiness in his eyes. He could tell she was excited, and he was too. But one question still raged in his mind: Would Liloy want to keep her baby?

 

* * * * *

 

“Here we are!” Cloudy sang in a cheerful voice. “Oromo Thuli Hospital! I can’t wait to see Liloy’s baby.”

“I cannot either,” Meta Knight confessed. He opened the sterile glass door. “Ladies first.”

“Veterans second,” Cloudy joked, grinning. Meta Knight shook his head, pretending to be annoyed, but he was smiling as he walked in behind her and shut the door. The nurse behind the check-in desk looked up and peered at them from behind her bifocals, smiling kindly. “Hello!” she greeted them. “Who are you here to visit?”

“Liloy Stellarum!” Cloudy piped up.

The nurse chuckled. “Oh!” She looked more closely at Meta Knight and then slowly nodded. “Of course you are! You are her father, aren’t you?” she inquired of the soldier.

“I am.”

The nurse pulled out some papers from underneath her desk and scanned them. “She’s in the delivery room right now. But I don’t know if the baby is born yet, so why don’t you wait here until the doctor calls you.”

Cloudy and Meta Knight decided to follow her advice and sat on two plastic chairs in the waiting room. Cloudy fussed with her bow and smoothed down her fur, a sign that she was nervous since she was never self-conscious. Meta Knight laughed at her fidgeting. “Be patient, Cloudy. The time will come soon enough.”

“I hope so,” Cloudy said, moving about restlessly and reluctantly sitting back down in her seat.

Minutes passed and Cloudy tried to be patient, but it wasn’t easy. At last, though, her efforts were rewarded. The doctor, Herb Serbue, a licensed physician, opened the waiting room door and called, “Meta Knight and Cloudy, you may come with me now. Liloy wants to see you.”

Cloudy felt a thrill of wonder as they followed Dr. Serbue to Floor 5. He led them to Room 509, checked his watch, rapped on the door a few times, and waited. And who should open the door but the same nurse who had paid for Tilry’s funeral arrangements! Cloudy gasped upon seeing her.

“Well, Sir Meta Knight and young Cloudy. Long time no see,” the nurse said, a soft smile growing on her visage. “I am pleased to see you again, and in such high spirits too! Come in.” She gestured for them to step inside, and they gladly accepted.

The first thing Cloudy heard as she stepped into the room were the ear-shattering screams of a newborn baby being attended to by two nurses. The second sound she heard was Liloy’s cry of joy as she spotted her father and his friend. Cloudy trotted over to the bed and placed her front paws on the mattress, her fluffy tail wagging at high speed. Meta Knight came up behind her and his hand descended gently upon the child’s head, softly caressing her fur. Cloudy looked up at him, eyes bright, and then back at Liloy.

“How do you feel?” were Meta Knight’s first words to his daughter.

Liloy blinked a few times, as if trying to gain her bearings. “Sort of weak,” she admitted. “I remember I was in a lot of pain, and then someone put a cloth over my face and I blacked out. . .must have been chloroform or some other type of drug so I wouldn’t feel any pain. Then I woke up and I heard. . .a baby crying. . .and the nurses told me it was my baby.”

“Yup,” Cloudy said nonchalantly. “He was a brand plucked from the burning.”

“What?” Liloy looked startled. “What does that mean?”

“It’s a phrase in the Bible. It just means your baby was saved from a terrible disaster,” Cloudy explained. At Liloy’s blank look, she frowned. “Don’t you remember? You planned to ‘opt on a different path,’ as you put in. In other words, end your pregnancy. You scheduled an appointment that was due for tomorrow.”

“I. . I did?” Liloy murmured. She thought a moment, then gasped softly, as if remembering. “What have I. . .Oh, no. Oh, what have I done?” She hid her face in her hands. “Why didn’t I listen. . .How stupid could I have been?”

“It doesn’t matter anymore, Liloy,” Meta Knight gently comforted her, taking her hand. “It’s all in the past. Your baby is born; he is safe. That’s all that matters.”

“Actually, no, that’s not all that matters,” Cloudy objected. She lightly jumped up onto the bed, checking to make sure her feet weren’t dirty before she sat down on the sheets. “You had the baby, but now you have to make a choice.” She paused for effect, then went on in a slow monotone, “Will you keep the baby and raise him as a good, godly mother would do? Or are you going to give him up?”

Liloy fiddled with her fingers for a long time, looking down at the light-blue blankets. “Well,” she said at last, her voice strained, “I know that what I tried to do was wrong. . .and honestly, I don’t know why I even scheduled that stupid appointment. But I can’t follow through with it. I know I can’t. . .and I won’t.”

Cloudy smiled. “So does that mean you’re going to keep him?”

“Yes,” Liloy confirmed. “I will keep him.”

Just then, one of the nurses walked over to Liloy, carrying the precious bundle in her hands. “Here’s your baby!” she said. She laid the baby boy in his mother’s arms and stepped back, smiling a little at the beautiful scene.

Liloy shifted the child in her arms and drew in her breath at sight of his face. He had dark-blue skin like Meta Knight, but his facial features matched his once-living father’s. “Oh!” she gasped. “He. . .He looks like-like Tilry!”

“And a little like you too, Sir Meta Knight.” Cloudy smiled at the soldier.

Liloy gazed at the baby for a time, her eyes shining with wonder. Then she burst into tears. ‘Oh. how could I have even thought about opting on a different road with this child?” she cried. “I’ve always believed life was sacred! Truly, every life is beautiful! But for a time I lost my true outlook on life. I refused to open my ears to your advice and wisdom! but I promise that from this time forth and forevermore, never again will I ever attempt to do something that God says is wrong.” She wiped her eyes, trying to compose herself, then laughed a little. “I had no idea my child would be born a month earlier than expected.” She grinned at Cloudy. “A brand plucked from the burning.”

Cloudy bobbed her head, her bow jiggling slightly.

Liloy rocked her baby gently for a minute or two, humming under her breath. She seemed to be in deep thinking mode. After a moment, she stopped humming and looked up. “Guess what I’m going to name my baby?” she said.

“What?” Cloudy asked.

Liloy chuckled as she proudly looked down upon her sleeping son. “Comery. His name is Comery.”

“That’s a cute name,” Cloudy complimented the new mother.

“Thanks.” Liloy smiled up at Meta Knight and held out the baby to him. “Father, would you like to hold him?”

Cloudy restrained a giggle as Meta Knight’s eyes flashed orange. She wondered how he felt about holding a newborn baby for the first time. Then the moment of hesitation passed and the knight confidently but gently took the child in his arms, holding him gingerly, as if he were afraid he would drop him. The baby didn’t move, but he uttered a tiny laugh. Meta Knight held out his hand to the child, and the baby’s tiny hand curled round his finger. The knight’s eyes glowed blue, a sure sign he was happy. Cloudy grinned, her pearly fangs flashing in the overheard lights.

Meta Knight quickly handed back the baby to Liloy. “He’s very beautiful,” he said softly. “Your perfect gift.”

“You mean Tilry’s and my perfect gift,” Liloy corrected. “We made this child.” She smiled and kissed Comery, who was sleeping peacefully. Meta Knight clasped his daughter’s hand in his, and she smiled at him, holding her baby closer.

Cloudy looked out the window and saw something amazing that caused her to gasp. Liloy stared at her in surprise. “What is it, my dear?” she asked.

“A rainbow!” cried Cloudy, gesturing to the shimmering loop hidden halfway behind the trees lining the edges of the hospital. “And it’s not even raining!”

“A sign from God!” Liloy said, reverence clear in her voice. “He has rescued me and Comery, and this is His sign that He always works things out for good. . .He always keeps his promises.”

“Yes, He does!” Cloudy agreed wholeheartedly. She stared with awe and wonder at the rainbow, and a faith-filled peace sneaked into her heart and enveloped every fiber of her being. The rainbow seemed to smile upon them, each individual color’s haziness blending into the next.

Book 4: Every Life is Beautiful

Chapter Seven: Final Chance

 

Cloudy slowly rose from the hard, cold linoleum floor, her head throbbing from the blow of Liloy’s fist. Meta Knight, rooted to the spot, stood staring dumbfoundedly at the front door, his eyes glowing a fiery orange. Cloudy struggled to her feet, wobbling a little, and only then did the soldier seem to shake himself free from his trance. “Cloudburst! Are you all right?” he inquired.

“I’m fine, but Liloy. . .” The child stared up at him with wide, frightened eyes. “Is she really going to follow through with what she said?”

Meta Knight couldn’t answer her; he didn’t know himself. “She always told me,” he said, “that she believed every life was sacred and beautiful beyond what words can describe. So I don’t understand her reasoning. . . .” He sighed and placed a hand to his head. “Why would she listen to her friend’s evil words? Why?

Cloudy spoke in a slow monotone. “Sometimes grief and unresolved trauma can drown out good advice and morals, Meta Knight. Perhaps that’s Liloy’s issue.”

Meta Knight sighed. “I do not know how to get her to listen to reason,” he admitted.

Cloudy’s eyes sparkled with a strange glint. Meta Knight recognized that look. “I believe God will rescue her just in time,” she declared.

His eyes grew wide as he searched her determined face, but he did not speak.

 

* * * * *

 

That evening, Cloudy picked at her food and vaguely listened in a fog of distraction to the conversation her parents were having about what to do for their children’s upcoming birthday. Cloudy wasn’t at the dinner table; she was miles away at a cabin in Whispy Woods, her brain fixated on Liloy and her problems. She tried desperately to think of ideas of what to do for Liloy and how to get her to snap out of her depressing thoughts, out of the ominous darkness that threatened to swallow her whole.

“Cloudy, what do you think?” Springtime asked.

Cloudy snapped out of her reverie and stared at her mother. “Sorry, I didn’t hear you. What did you say?”

“I asked, what do you think would be better for the party? To have a chocolate cake or a strawberry one?”

“Even a carrot cake would work,” Showerstorm added.

Springtime puckered her lips and made a face. “Eew, I hate carrot cake. That’s for the rabbits!”

“What do you mean?” Showerstorm playfully demanded. “Carrot cake is the best kind of cake there is!”

“According to your standards,” Springtime joked.

Cloudy wasn’t in the mood for kidding around. “I don’t know. Anything will work; I don’t care what kind you make. I’m not picky,” she responded, her patience with her parents thinning rapidly.

Springtime and Showerstorm traded glances. “Honey, is something aggravating you?” she inquired. “You’re sort of snappy tonight.”

Cloudy knew talking about Liloy’s daunting plan wouldn’t collaborate well with the merry mood at the dinner table. “I’ll tell you about it after supper,” she whispered quietly in their general direction.

Springtime nodded in understanding.

 

* * * * *

 

“Liloy’s going to do what?” Springtime cried.

Cloudy and her parents were sitting on the sofa after supper, discussing what Cloudy had been so distracted by. Cloudy had tried to explain Liloy’s plan in the most discreet way possible, but judging from her mother’s horrified look and her father’s stern one, she began to wonder if her explanation had been as discreet as she had tried to make it.

“Liloy’s going to try to end her pregnancy,” Cloudy repeated.

“Why on earth?” Springtime gasped.

“I don’t know,” Cloudy said, her head sinking. “Maybe she’s too deep in her emotional stress and overwhelmed by her trauma to care much about anyone else’s opinions. Heck, she won’t even listen to her own father’s advice.”

“That’s not good,” Showerstorm said grimly. “Have you tried talking to her?”

“Yes, I did, and her response was to knock me over the head!” Cloudy gingerly reached her paw up and touched the bump on her head, wincing a little as she did so.

“Oh, dear. I’m afraid she’s too beyond hope,” Springtime said regretfully.

Cloudy was shocked. How could her mother talk that way! Didn’t she know no one was too far out of reach for God to save? “No, she isn’t!” she angrily objected. “I believe God will save her and her baby just in time! I believe that!”

Springtime took a deep breath and slowly released the air in her lungs.. “I know, dear. And. . .I’m sorry. I guess. . .I wasn’t thinking clearly. You’re right. No one is too far gone for God to reach out His hand to.”

“But what can we do to change her mind?” Showerstorm puzzled. “I mean, I suppose we could talk to her, but what difference would that make? If she won’t listen to Meta Knight, or even to our daughter, then why would she listen to us?”

“We are older than she is and have more life experience,” Springtime reminded her husband. “Perhaps she’d take our wisdom and apply it to her situation.”

“It’s worth a shot,” Showerstorm agreed, silently praising his wife for her integrity. “We’ll talk to her later tonight and let you know what she says, Cloudy.”

Cloudy nodded wordlessly, but deep down, she wondered if her parent’s effort would make any difference. Then her mind went to the baby birds―still so small and weak. They were barely growing or breathing, and even their food dish was full half the time. Cloudy darkly thought, Maybe this is a forewarning―Liloy’s baby will die, and the birds will perish. Not one of them will live to even see the sun.

 

* * * * *

 

Later that evening, Springtime and Showerstorm were tromping through Whispy Woods, searching for Liloy’s cabin. Eventually, they found it and plodded up the walkway. Then they climbed the steps of Liloy’s now-sold home and Springtime knocked on the door. There was no answer for a long time. The two spouses waited reluctantly on the doorstep, wondering if Liloy was even home or if she had gone away.

After a time, the door opened, and there stood Liloy. Her eyes were red and her face was drawn, but she worked up a tentative smile and said cheerfully, “Well, if it isn’t Springtime and Showerstorm! Won’t you come inside?”

Husband and wife took advantage of the invitation and waltzed inside. Springtime stared round at the bare bedrooms and desolate kitchen, wondering where Liloy slept at night and what she ate. Showerstorm, not wishing to be rude, seated himself on the wooden floorboards of the dining room and said in a mature tone, “Liloy, we have come to discuss something with you―something I know needs to be addressed.”

Liloy held up her hand. “If this is about me and my baby, forget it,” she said abruptly. Springtime was astounded that Liloy would be so rude! “I’ve already decided on my course of action, and nothing you two or anyone else says will change my mind. End of story.” She gestured toward the front door. “Now if that is all, I must ask you to leave. I have to finish packing so I can get to my new home tomorrow.”

Showerstorm was so startled by Liloy’s brusque declaration that he sat frozen to the spot. But then suddenly, he could move again. “Liloy, I’m not going to let you do such a terrible thing to your child!” he said roughly. “God tells us that murder is wrong! Don’t you know that? Or do you just not care?”

“I have already discussed this with Father,” Liloy said coldly. “I do not want to hear anything you have to say. I will do only what is best for my child.”

“But. . .But. . .” Springtime sputtered, seeing red, “you’re not doing what’s best for your child!”

“I said I do not want to hear this!” Liloy shouted, her face twisting with furious rage. Her eyes were flaming, her fists seemed ready to fly. Showerstorm and Springtime, their hearts pounding, edged toward the door, Liloy flailing them with her tongue. “Get out now! Get out of my house and do not ever come back!” As soon as they were on the doorstep, she slammed the door shut with a deafening bang. Springtime heard the lock click as the bolt slid into place.

Husband and wife remained on the porch for the longest time, staring at the door, wondering what in the world had gone wrong.

 

* * * * *

 

“So how did it go?” Cloudy asked as soon as her parents stepped into the house.

“It hardly went at all,” Springtime said miserably. “Liloy became furious when we tried to talk to her about her baby, and she yelled at us, ordering us out of the house. Then she slammed the door on us.” She shook her head bewilderingly. “I don’t understand. She’s never acted so rash and angry beforeβ€”Lilith must have really influenced her!”

“Ohh, is there nothing we can do?” Cloudy exclaimed, stamping her foot. Springtime thought those words sounded a little familiar. “We can’t just stand around here and do nothing! A life is on the line!”

“Cloudy, I tried and tried to tell her, but she wouldn’t listen!” Showerstorm finally burst out. “There’s nothing we can do! It’s all up to the Lord now! You must understand that!”

Cloudy shrank back, the room going completely silent at her father’s frustrated outburst. The frogs croaked outside, a peaceful contrast to the tension inside the home. Cloudy stared at each of her parents in turn, thinking, Is there no way out of this horrible nightmare?

 

* * * * *

 

Scazzarda frowned at the text Springtime had sent her during the night. It said plainly, “Liloy’s about to follow through with a disastrous decision involving her baby and she needs to be stopped. She wouldn’t listen to her father, Cloudy, or us, so you’re our only option now, Scazzarda. We need your help.”

Of course I’ll help, Scazzarda thought, a rush of energy flowing through her as she jumped out of bed and began to get dressed. I’ll do whatever it takes to save my precious great-grandchild.

 

* * * * *

 

Scazzarda knocked on Liloy’s door and stepped back, expecting the door to open just as it would have on any other normal day. But it never did. And that was when Scazzarda noticed the boxes that had been gathered on the porch a couple of days ago had vanished. The truth hit herβ€”Liloy must have already left for Mount Moonstem. It was too far away for walking; she’d have to get there by car.

Scazzarda’s face was decidedly steely as she marched through the woods, back to her house, to get her car.

 

* * * * *

 

“Cabin 204,” Scazzarda muttered to herself as she climbed out of her car and walked up the steep incline. “That’s her new address, Magnus said.” She paraded between rows and rows of cabins, mouthing their numbers, “Cabin 201, 202, 203. . .” And out loud: “Ah! Here we are! Cabin 204!” She knocked on the door and waited.

A few seconds later, Liloy was fondly, calmly greeting her grandmother, a stark contrast to the shrieking, furious girl from the night before. Scazzarda couldn’t understand her granddaughter’s shifting attitude as the young woman invited her into the cabin and bade her please be seated on a small velvet sofa, which had belonged to Tilry’s father.

“So what are you here for, Grandmother?” Liloy politely asked. “What’s going on back home?”

Scazzarda knew she had to speak out. Now was the time. “Everyone is just fine, dear, but they’re worried about you,” she calmly said. “See, Springtime alerted me last night about what happened between you and she and her husband, and well, I just came out here to. . .” She broke off as she noticed Liloy staring at the wall, a faraway expression in her sad eyes.

“So they sent you to try to talk me into changing my mind, huh?” Liloy said.

Scazzarda sighed, knowing she couldn’t hide the truth. “Yes,” she confessed.

“I see,” Liloy calmly responded.

Scazzarda rushed to her next words. “Listen, Liloy. I know you’re going through a lot, but you cannot just give up on yourself and your baby. Life is a very precious gift, Liloy, and we only have it a short time. We should live it to honor God and show His glory to all. To murder someone is to mount an attack on the One Who created and breathed life into that special person.
“There are lots of Bible verses that tell us murder is wrong. Psalm 139:13 tells us, β€œFor you created my inmost being; you knit me together in my mother’s womb.”  That tells us that every life is created for a purpose. Everyone has intrinsic value and dignity that God created them with. Another verse is Jeremiah 1:5, which says, β€œBefore I formed you in the womb, I knew you, before you were born, I set you apart.” This verse underscores the true fact that God has valued life from its very inception, and He has affirmed its sanctity.”

Liloy didn’t answer. Her eyes were now riveted on the floor.

“What I am saying is that you cannot do this to your child,” Scazzarda spoke gently, placing her firm hand over Liloy’s gentle one. “God gave you this baby for a reason, Liloy. He chose you to be the mother of this special life.”

Liloy stood up, drawing her hand away from Scazzarda’s. “Grandmother. . .I have to tell you about something I did,” she said quietly. “Last night, after Springtime and Showerstrom had left. . .I scheduled an appointment.” She didn’t need to say anything else; the horrified look coming into Scazzarda’s eyes told her that Scazzarda knew what she was talking about.

“Why, Liloy?” Scazzarda simply asked. She didn’t yell or get mad, but simply spoke in a soft tone. “Why?”

“I lost myself last night,” Liloy admitted. She covered her eyes with one hand. “Grandmother, I know you and many others are trying to help, but I have to do what’s best for my child. I have to do this.” She hesitated, then went on, “I know God’s laws are moral and upright, but I have to make an exception. I truly believe I have to go against my beliefs this time.”

Liloy, you don’t know what you’re saying. “When do you go?” Scazzarda braced herself for the answer.

The reply was horrific. “March 22.”

Liloy sank onto the couch and began to cry silently as Scazzarda stood up and left the cabin, tears streaming down her face as she glanced back at the snow-draped mountains. Then she got into her car, started the ignition, and drove away, never once looking back.

Book 4: Every Life is Beautiful

Chapter Six: You Promised

 

The rain ceased the day after Tilry’s funeral. The sun’s golden rays beamed brilliantly, drying the sodden ground and snapped plants. Cloudy numbly plodded to school, feeling as though she had been punched in the skull. Her classes passed in a blur, and her friends laughed and chatted gaily at recess. They begged Cloudy to come play with them, but she declined. Nothing frisky or genial felt right to her now that Tilry was gone. She wished it would rain again, but no such thing happened the rest of the week.

 

* * * * *

 

Days went by, and still Cloudy remained sulky and gloomy. Nothing could lift her spirits. Fun-loving Sniper, who normally could make her laugh by doing something silly, tried to cheer her up, but even her prankster brother could do nothing about her blue mood. Springtime saw the sun melt away behind the clouds of Cloudy’s life and prayed desperately to God that her daughter would once again be joyful. But day after day passed with the same results―Cloudy was sullen and didn’t want to play. She began to do poorly in her classes, and her grades dropped drastically. She barely ate or slept. Springtime continued to cry out, but with no audible reply.

Gradually, March fifteenth arrived. It was now less than a week away from Cloudy’s birthday, but the child no longer felt excited about it. The day that was supposed to be so full of festivity and mirth now swayed overhead her mind like a dark cloud that wouldn’t go away, shrouding her mind in haunting memories of shadow. Even Liloy seemed far away in her thoughts. So did Meta Knight. Often at night whenever he visited, Cloudy would see him by the fence alone, crying. At times like those, she instinctively knew what to say or do, but now she withdrew from him altogether. She knew he was still suffering from the funeral, same as she was, and that likely neither could make the other feel better about the current stances of their minds and souls.

Liloy seemed to skirt her father’s presence as well. Father and daughter were never together much anymore these days. If Liloy was in the house, Meta Knight was outside. They never held hands anymore or hugged. There seemed to be an invisible force pulling them apart, dragging them farther and farther away from each other, unraveling the already-fragile threads that once held their family bond close together. Cloudy found that painful truth incredibly sad.

Even her siblings seemed to notice the silent breach of bonding between the soldier and woman.

“Hey, what’s up with those two?” Sniper asked on the third day when Meta Knight sat on the porch and Liloy on the grass with the children. “Why are they behaving so awkwardly? They’re always apart now. Why is that? They’ve never done that before.”

“I wish I knew, but then again, it’s none of my business, is it?” Cloudy muttered. She trudged away to the opposite side of the house and sat down, her back to the rosebushes. Sniper stared after her, then shrugged and went back to his carefree playing.

 

* * * * *

 

Then the unexpected happened.

Four days before Cloudy’s birthday, Meta Knight asked Cloudy if she wanted to accompany him to Liloy’s house, which lay deep in Whispy Woods. Cloudy agreed, and off she walked with him into the forest. She didn’t know what they were doing but she knew from Meta Knight’s dark-green (meaning anxious) eyes that it was something important. She felt a little flutter of unease and discomfort, but she pressed on through the sharp, winding trails and dense undergrowth. The vines twitched in the occasional breezes that swept through the area, and the boughs of the oaks creaked and groaned.

At last, they came to a modest, well-kept red-brick cabin that stood along Miracilius Trail, which lay two miles parallel to Magnolia Brook. Cloudy smiled as she spotted the well-tended rosebushes in front of the railed porch. Roses were the favorite flower of both she and Liloy; magnolias were second. Cloudy’s mind then traveled back to last year’s Thanksgiving, when Scazzarda had showed a rose to the picnickers and explained that the thorns represented the crown of thorns, or the suffering Christ endured on the cross; the rose petals represented Jesus’ blood, or the washing away of our sins; and the green of the stem and leaves represented the renewal of our bodies and spirits in Heaven, or eternal life. Cloudy had never forgotten that beautiful demonstration of what the design of the rose meant to her and what she hoped would one day mean to all.

She was brought out of her reverie by the sound of scuffling and scraping inside the house. The front door opened and out came Liloy, dragging a large gray box onto the porch, a morose look on her pallid countenance. She raised her head and saw her father and his friend standing in the yard, and a peaked smile replaced her sorrowful look. “Hello!” she shouted.

For the first time in days, Cloudy grinned, her eyes brightening with the old spark of her fiery spirit. There was the cheerful, convivial Liloy they had always known and loved. “Hi!” she returned, darting up the porch stairs and almost tripping on the broken top step. Liloy looked alarmed, but Cloudy regained her balance and hopped over to the box, curiously peeking inside at a load of knickknacks and other odds and ends.

“Hello, Father,” Liloy said happily, smiling at him as he mounted the steps and walked up beside Cloudy.

“Greetings, my child,” he answered gravely. He glanced down at the box. “What are you doing, my dear?”

Liloy’s face suddenly became heartsick once more and she looked down for a moment, feeling uncertain about the recent thoughts she had been having. Her eyes rose to the huge oak tree overshadowing her porch, the tree that had protected her cabin from lightning strikes and fierce hurricanes and floods, from blowing snow and wind for so many years. This wasn’t just any cabin, she knew; it was her childhood home, the place where she had grown up after her mother had married Meta Knight. However, the marriage didn’t last. She remembered all too well the terrible day her mother had thrown her wedding rings at Meta Knight, screamed horrid words at him, and stormed out of the cabin. And she never came back.

Never. The word gyrated in her head. Never.

“Liloy?” Cloudy asked, concerned. “Are you okay? You look like you flew off to a different universe for a moment.”

“Oh. . .” Liloy smiled, trying to mask the tumultuous chaos of her mind. “Oh, no, Cloudy. I was just thinking, was all.” She looked back at the front door, her eyes darkening, and then at Meta Knight. “Father, would you mind coming inside a moment? We, er, need to talk. . .in private, preferably.”

One look at her face and Cloudy knew the news was going to be bad. Since she had already had enough bad news in the last couple of weeks, she decided she didn’t want to listen to what Liloy had to say anyway. “I’ll just wait out here,” the little girl offered. “You and your dad just go on in and talk about whatever needs talking about, okay?”

“Uh, yeah. Okay.” Liloy gestured for Meta Knight to walk inside and shut the door behind them. She led the way into the living room, which, to his bewilderment, was now completely barren of furniture. He watched as Liloy planted herself in the middle of the floor, crossed her arms, and shot him that resolved stare which determined she was about to announce something either truly exciting or completely sad.

In this case, it was neither.

“Father, I need to tell you something,”Liloy answered. “I’ve decided I’m going to sell this house and move.”

That hit Meta Knight hard, but he tried not to show it. “And go where?” he gently asked.

“To Mount Moonstem.” Liloy sighed a little. “I understand they have some cabins there you can buy or rent.”

“That’s why you are moving all the boxes out,” Meta Knight observed, his eyes growing wide in disbelief. “But Liloy, why would you just do this without consulting anyone first? Don’t you love it here anymore?”

Liloy sighed again. “It’s my life. I can do as I wish, Father. And I wish to move.” She pressed a hand to her forehead. “Actually, the truth is, Father, when Tilry died, I knew I could no longer be happy without him here. To me, it’s just empty, desolate, barren, as if he were never here at all. It feels too much like the days after Dad died of alcohol complications. After he passed, I wanted to run away. The only reason I stayed then was because you married Mom. When she disappeared, I stayed on because of Tilry. Now he’s gone too.” She was crying now. “I’ll never truly be happy here again, Father. The best thing I can do now is leave.”

Meta Knight sighed and closed his eyes. He knew all too well the feeling of having a father who never truly cared. . . “I will indeed miss you living so close to me, darling. But if this is what you choose, then so be it.” He opened his eyes and managed a slight smile. “At least you will have your baby to keep you company.”

Liloy’s face grew cold and her eyes became stony. Meta Knight had never seen that look on her face before. “Actually,” she began, and then halted, seemingly hesitant to reveal the words right on the tip of her tongue. Meta Knight felt a strange tenseness take ahold of him.

“Actually. . .what?” he prompted.

Liloy looked to the ceiling and back at her father, looking him straight in the eye. “I am going to tell you the complete and honest truth,” she said softly yet sternly. “I told my high school friend, Lilith, that I felt incapable of taking care of my child with Tilry gone and asked her help. She suggested I ‘, as she put it.”

Meta Knight gasped in horror. “Liloy! What are you talking about? Are you saying she suggested you to end your pregnancy?! How could she?! That-That is not an adequate solution! . . .I mean. . .I. . .” His voice faltered, and the words died away in his throat.

“I understand how you feel, Father, and I even argued with her on that issue. But she. . .she seems to. . .” She broke off as she recalled that day and their argument. . .

 

* * * * *

“Why can’t I just put him up for adoption. . .?”

“β€œMaybe you could. . .but what if no one adopts him? . . . . Or what if you do decide to raise him and he doesn’t have a mattress to sleep on. . .? . . . . What if he has to live on the street, barely eating, barely surviving. . .? . . . . And all because his mother chose the harder route of suffering instead of doing the kinder thing that would allow him to live in peace?”

 

* * * * *

 

Liloy shook her head as she finished relating Lilith’s words to her dismayed father. “Lilith was right, Father. I can’t do this. I can’t raise my child by myself. Nor can I put him up for adoption; the awful things she mentioned could happen. I don’t want my child to suffer in any way. Therefore, there’s only one choice I can possibly make.” She took a deep breath.

Meta Knight read her thoughts even before she spoke them. “No,” he whispered, shaking his head. “No. You cannot do such a thing!”

“It’s my life,” she coldly remarked.

“It’s not in your authority to take the life of your own child!” Meta Knight shouted at her, fury in his voice. “How could you even think of doing such a thing! This is not how I raised you!”

“I have no other choice! You know I don’t!” Liloy yelled back, her voice rising shrilly.

“You do have a choice!” Meta Knight returned. “You can choose to take the hard road and raise your child yourself! I have seen single parents guide their children themselves and I admire them highly for that! I did the same for you and Gregory when your mother left me, and I never gave up, even when I truly wanted to!”

“I’m not you!” Liloy cried out, the weight of her words slamming full force on him. “I’m not a soldier! I’m not someone who struggles for peace and answers to their questions! I wasn’t abused like you were!” She paused for breath, her heavy breaths filling the stillness of the room. “I’m not you,” she repeated in a whisper, her voice trembling.

“You cannot do this,” the soldier spoke once again, his voice angry. “You are making a big mistake!”

“Then it’ll be my mistake,” Liloy coldly responded. “But I am only doing the best for my baby.”

“No, you are not!” Meta Knight cried. “You will only hurt him of you follow through with such a thing! If you accomplish this awful deed, you will forever regret it!”

“Maybe, but at least I will have peace knowing I only tried to do what was best for him,” Liloy said calmly. She didn’t seem to care about her mortifying plan.

Meta Knight was aghast. Has she completely lost her mind?! he thought, alarmed. He was panicked. She can’t do this! Not at any cost! This is ridiculous!

“Liloy,” came a quiet, rigid voice from the direction of the doorway. With a gasp, both family members turned and saw Cloudy standing there, her normally dazzling eyes dark as night. Who knew who long she had been standing there, listening to their conversation?

“Oh, dear. . .” Meta Knight nervously swished his cape behind him.

Liloy crossed her arm and put her foot down hard. “What?” she shot back, her voice rough.

“Why would you want to get rid of your baby because you feel you cannot take are of him?” Cloudy asked. “God specifically tells us in the Bible that the murder of babies is wrong. And you yourself know you can raise your child yourself without Tilry’s help. After all, you have God. But Lilith’s evil words have blinded you to the duty God gave you as a mother―to raise, love, protect, and nurture your child.”

“I have made my choice,” Liloy said in a tone of finality. “Nobody can change my mind now.” With those forbidding words, she turned and walked toward the front door.

Cloudy was beginning to get desperate. There was nothing else she could now but try to snap Liloy back to reality. “You can’t!” she shrieked, and leaped forward to grab Liloy’s cape. Her teeth closed around the pink fabric and she jerked her head backward, trying to prevent Liloy from walking out the door.

“Let go of my cape!” Liloy ordered.

Cloudy’s response was to lean her head even farther back and tug harder. She refused to let Liloy take the life of anyone, especially an innocent baby who had done no harm and deserved a chance to live. “You can’t do this to your baby!” she wailed in dismay. “You cannot! I’m telling you, you cannot!”

“Let go of me this instant!” Liloy yelled sharply, raising her hand and knocking her fist over the child’s head. Cloudy, stunned, fell backward, the rose-colored cloth slipping from her mouth. Meta Knight was shocked, but Liloy merely stormed out of the room, preparing to leave. But just as she reached the front door, she heard Cloudy murmur:

“You promised. . .You promised Tilry you would take care. . .of your baby. . .”

Liloy forze at those words, and her mind flashed back to the hospital room.Β  She had been standing beside the bed, waiting for Tilry’s last words to her. A weary hand in hers; it felt ice-cold to the touch. A raspy voice speaking his final words to her:

“Take care. . .of our baby. Promise. . .you will.”

Liloy stood there in a state of semi-shock, dazed, as she suddenly recalled her very last words to Tilry:

“I promise.”

“‘I promise?'” she repeated softly over and over again. Then she violently shook her head, as one waking from a dream. “I. . .did promise. . .didn’t I? But I can’t. . .I can’t do this. There’s no way on earth I can raise my baby. It’s too much for me. It’s too. . .much. . .” With an outburst of anger, she kicked open the front door, sending a shower of dust and wood splinters flying onto the porch. “No!” she muttered to herself, “I can’t do it! I can’t take care of my baby! Not now, when I’m alone! I have no other choice btu to do what I am able!” She stomped off down the steps, slamming the door, leaving behind a bruised, sore puppy and a furious, but helpless, father who stood in the middle of the living room, wondering where he had gone wrong.

Book 4: Every Life is Beautiful

Chapter Five: Concealed in Darkness

 

The moment the rain started, Reverend Helman ordered everyone out of the flood-prone field, warning all that where they stood was a low-lying area and was susceptible to flash floods. The heavy-hearted mourners scattered, obeying the command. Springtime and her family raced up a steep hill that overlooked Tilry’s grave, and there they halted, breathless.

From her vantage point, Springtime’s eyes roved over the field. Nothing much seemed to have changed about the landscape. The open grave lay in the center of the waving sea of grasses; the trees bordering the field angrily whipped their branches in deadly arcs in the wild gusts of wind; the flowers stood firm and proud despite the rain’s relentless assualt on their delicate stems and fragile leaves. But the atmosphere of the bright, sunny days in the past was no longer the same. It was darker, intangibly heavier. . .harder to bear, somehow.

“Where did Cloudy go?” Scazzarda yelled to Springtime over the roar of the rain.

“She went off with Liloy to find Sir Meta Knight, I think,” Springtime shouted back. “I’m sure they’ll arrive soon.” I pray, she added mentally.

Scazzarda shielded her eyes from the blinding rain droplets and peered across the field to the woods. She stood there a few minutes, waiting for her son, his friend, and his daughter to reappear from among the trees. The women, their veils and shawls flap-flapping in the wind like ghostly banners, and the men, their faces set, waited behind her. No one uttered a sound.

At length, three figures emerged from the dark woods and walked toward the group clustered on the hillside. They were Meta Knight, Cloudy, and Liloy. All three were soaked and their appearances were bedraggled, but they appeared to be okay.

Scazzarda waited until the three crossed the field, climbed up the hill, and joined the group. Then she reached out and took her son into her arms, embracing him tightly. “Magnus, I was so worried about you!” she said softly. “You ran off and I didn’t know what had happened to you! I’m glad little Cloudy and your daughter went after you and made sure you were okay.” She drew back a little and looked deep into his eyes. “Are you all right?”

He didn’t answer for the longest time; instead, he looked over at Cloudy and Liloy, who gazed back at him, their eyes shadowed, their faces dark. At last, he turned back to his mother and quietly said, “I am all right, Mother. I appreciate your concern.”

Scazzarda heaved a sigh of relief. “Oh, good. I’m glad you’re okay, Magnus, I would hate for anything to happen to you.” His eyes flashed gray, but she didn’t notice, thankfully. It’s better to keep her in the dark about the whole thing. . .or is it? Cloudy wondered.

Reverend Helman came up to the group and looked out over the field, which was already beginning to flood. The mucky, muddy water formed puddles in the beaten, pressed corners of the field; the mud made a sucking sound when anyone stepped in it and tried to pull his foot back out. “Thank God we got out of there when we did,” he spoke gravely. “We managed to fill in the grave, but if it floods any more the casket’s liable to be lifted out of the grave and possibly tossed somewhere.”

Cloudy shuddered at the thought of waking up and opening her front door to a casket lying on the porch. Goosebumps prickled along her skin; shivers crawled down her spine. The rain continued to pour down on her, making her feel even more cold, wet, and miserable than she already was. The sun was nowhere to be seen; only thick, grayish-black clouds covered the sky.

“Come on, dear,” Springtime said quietly, steering her away from the congregation of mourners. “Let’s go home.”

Cloudy turned, about to walk away with her family, then paused and looked back one last time at the headstone on which was crudely carved the name “Tilry Stellarum.” She couldn’t believe he was dead, lying in the dirt, and would soon become part of the dust. She glumly recalled the Bible verse of Genesis 3:19, “. . .for dust you are and to dust you will return.” It was a truth undeniable, she knew, but this was the first time she had ever witnessed a process that would soon lead to the outcome of that verse. She turned her face away from the grave and fell into step with her mother, heading down the hill, taking great care to avoid large puddles.

 

* * * * *

 

Meanwhile, Liloy and her friend from high school, Lilith Manshion, were walking down the hill and back to Liloy’s house. Lilith was expressing her sorrow for Liloy’s husband’s passing. “He was a great person,” she said. “It’s too bad he had to die. He would have loved to see his child.”

Liloy sighed and looked up to the roiling sky. Now was the time to reveal her innermost thoughts. “Lilith, I’ve been thinking about something very important, and I need your opinion on this. You’re a great friend of mine, and I know you’ll have some ideas.”

“Sure, I’ll help,” Lilith answered, pausing and gazing intently at her friend. “What do you want to talk about?”

Liloy inhaled and then slowly let her breath out, choosing her words carefully. “What am I going to do about my baby?” she wondered. “Now that Tilry’s gone, there’s no way I can raise him on my own. I’m not even eighteen yet!” She wiped a tear from her eye. “Tilry was the only reason I hung on for as long as I did, but since he died, my rope has been down to a thread.”

Lilth placed her hand on Liloy’s. “Dear, I know how you feel in this situation, and I believe I can provide an answer to your dilemma. It may not be easy, but sometimes the hardest choice is the right one.”

“Really?” Liloy perked up. “What is it?”

Lilith looked over at a dead oak tree rotting away in the misty rain, which was tapering off. “Let go of what you love,” she said. Then seeing Liloy’s puzzled expression, hastened to add, “To put it simply yet nicely, opting for a different path.”

Liloy halted right in her tracks and stared wide-eyed at her friend. “Are you saying to end my pregnancy?!” she exclaimed. “Lilith, how could you advise such a thing!”

“I was only making a suggestion,” Lilith said condescendingly. “Of course, you don’t have to do it, you know. You could just raise him yourself.”

“W-Why can’t I just put him up for adoption or something?” Liloy heatedly demanded.

“Maybe you could,” Lilith replied, “but what if no one adopts him? What if he remains in the orphanage or foster care section for the rest of his life, being worked hard and ordered about day after day? Or what if you do decide to raise him and he doesn’t have a mattress to sleep on, can’t get a proper education, or when he’s older, a well-paying job? What if he has to live on the street, barely eating, barely surviving, because of the lack of money? And all because his mother chose the harder route of suffering instead of doing the kinder thing that would allow him to live in peace?”

“I β€”” Liloy wanted to speak, to tell Lilith she disagreed with her friend’s interpretation of sacred life, but the words seemed stuck in her throat. Somehow, she had the weirdest feeling that perhaps Lilith was right. Maybe her baby never would get adopted. Maybe they would have to live on the street because she couldn’t adequately provide for him. Maybe getting the load of a new child off her mind and body would ease the tension and the ache of being left behind. But a voice in her heart whispered to her that doing such a thing would not bring relief, only regret.

“What were you going to say?” Lilith looked sidewise at Liloy, her blueish-purple eyes curious.

“Iβ€”Iβ€”” Liloy suddenly didn’t have the heart to tell Lilith her true thoughts. “I was just going to say thatβ€”I will. . .definitely.Β  .Β  .think about what you said.”

“You’d do well to,” Lilith answered, beginning to walk again. “I am your friend, and I am only trying to help.”

“I know,” Liloy answered under her breath in a mournful tone, trailing behind her friend.

 

* * * * *

 

That evening, Springtime’s family was sitting around the kitchen table, eating dinner. The rain hammered mercilessly outside, its pitter-pattering making a tinkling noise on the roof. Springtime was only about a fourth through her food when she noticed Cloudy was not in her usual spot. Springtime cast a helpless glance at her husband and saw the troubled look in his eyes, the creased expression of worry on his face. The funeral had no doubt really taken a toll on Cloudy. And I don’t think the fact that I tried to practically shove her over to look at Tilry in his casket helped much either, she thought regretfully. I’m sorry, Cloudy. If I had only know how much this would have affected you, I would never have brought you to the ceremony.

“What’s taking Cloudy so long?” Sniper inquired, sinking his teeth into his third wiener. “She’s missing all this good food!”

“I’ll go see to her,” Springtime offered, rising from the table.

But just as she left the kitchen and crossed the parlor, a rap came on the door. She went to open it, and was deftly surprised to see Meta Knight with his daughter and mother. All three were drenches in mud and rain and looked tired.

“I’m sorry if we intruded into your nightly routine,” Scazzarda apologized, “but I am leaving on a short drive to my sister’s house in Blackville and I don’t want Magnus to be left alone in the cabin. Liloy shouldn’t be alone either, so I brought them here. Hope you don’t mind.”

“O-Of course I d-don’t,” Springtime stammered, trying to get over her amazement at three Stellarum members randomly showing up on her front doorstep at eight o’clock at night. Still, she figured, Scazzarda must be pretty desperate to get these two with company if she walks all the way over here this late. “We’ll find a place for them to sleep tonight.”

“Thanks,” Scazzarda whispered gratefully. Then she disappeared into the slushy, inky blackness of rain.

Springtime escorted father and daughter inside and shut the door. The two stood on the welcome mat, dripping rain onto the floor and creating rivulets of water. “Oh, my,” Springtime chuckled. “How rude of me to stand around nice and dry while you two are probably cold and wet. I’ll quickly run upstairs and grab some towels, and then I’ll make two extra plates of food. After all, in this house, all are welcome!”

“Except for creeps!” Sniper yelled through the partway-open kitchen door.

“Yeah. . .except for creeps.” Springtime then rushed off to do the deeds she had promised Meta Knight and Liloy.

 

* * * * *

 

Springtime pushed open Cloudy’s bedroom door and discovered her child sitting on the bed, the snowy lace canopy curtain creating a mystical appearance around her. Cloudy stared broodingly at the wall, her eyes devoid of any happiness. The joy she felt when she had first heard about Tilry’s possible recovery had been tarnished when he had fallen ill again and completely disintegrated when he had died. Springtime looked out at the rain and saw the sheets descending hard by the hazy ring of the lamppost’s light. Then she came over to he daughter and sat beside her. “Meta Knight’s here with Liloy,” she said, trying to sound cheerful. “Maybe you’d like to see them?”

Cloudy didn’t answer. When she finally spoke, it wasn’t the answer Springtime had expected. “As long as they’re actually here,” she said in a tone which indicated something other than doubt in her mother. Instead, it indicated a shadow that grasped joy and vanished, leaving behind only the wind of bewilderment, tears, and anger. Death was the name of that shadow.

Springtime was taken aback a moment, but said, “Darling, this funeral has really messed with your mind, hasn’t it?”

“It shouldn’t have happened,” the puppy replied, standing and walking to the window.

“You’re right,” Springtime said. “It should not have happened. But because Adam and Eve ate of the forbidden fruit in the garden of Eden, now sin has cursed the world. Everyone sins. And God says that the punishment for sin is death.

Cloudy heard, but the words didn’t penetrate her heart. She murmured to herself, “It shouldn’t have happened.” And again she repeated those painfully truthful words, “It shouldn’t have, and yet. . .I knew it would.”

Springtime started, alarmed suddenly. “What do you mean, you knew it would happen?”

Cloudy frowned, puckering her brow as she tried to think of how explain her vison of a few days before. “I had a dream,” she said slowly, “and in my dream, I was on a platform that kept turning in all directions. And everywhere I turned, I saw Tilry lying in a casket. When I woke up, I began to wonder if that was another vision I had, since Jacob once told me I had a rare gift for glimpsing the future on rare occasions.”

“Why didn’t you tell us this from the start?” Springtime said.

“I don’t know,” Cloudy said, hanging her head as if she had done something wrong. “I guess I just didn’t.”

There was a quietness so still Springtime almost wished she could hear a pin drop or a crash of thunder. But none of those two things occurred; the room remained silent. And in the strangest way, Springtime though, chills running down her spine, that almost reminds of Tilry. He who once spoke will now forever be silent. . .we’ll never hear your voice again, Tilry, this side of heaven.

 

* * * * *

 

“So your vision served as a forewarning to Tilry’s death,” Meta Knight spoke in a slow, hynotic monotone, staring upward at the rain falling violently and tilting the grass stalks.

“Yeah,” Cloudy said in a hushed voice. “I guess it was. But I suppose at the time, I just didn’t know it.”

The two friends were sitting on the porch, watching the rain and discussing the events of the past week.

Meta Knight released a pained sigh. “I never dreamed such a tragedy would befall my family so soon. And Liloy. . .she so wanted him to see her baby. But now he’s gone. And he’ll never come back. Heβ€”” He buried his face in his hands and began to cry, deep sobs wracking his frame. “Whyβ€”Why did it have to happen?”

“I don’t know,” Cloudy answered, feeling misery swell up deep within her, threatening to drown her. “I don’t know why it happened, Meta Knight. But it shouldn’t have. It never should have.” She took a deep breath as she lifted her face to the sky and took a few timid steps closer to the porch railing. The rain blew against her face, stinging her nose and forehead. She didn’t flinch in the slightest, though. And suddenly, the rain, the gray clouds, the darknessβ€”it all seemed to remind her of something that once she had taken for granted but now she knew she would no longer. “We can never go back,” she whispered, her voice sounding louder against the roaring rain. “We can only go forward. Forward is the only way left to us now. The past is past; the future is before us. That’s the only way we can go. On and on we must push.”

The words danced in her head. On and on. . .On and on. . .On and on. . . The beat pounded in her head, making her feel woozy and disoriented. She felt as if she were spinning out of space and time. Meta Knight didn’t move; his face remained concealed in his hands; his figure shook with sobs.

Cloudy put out a paw and let the rain cascade over it, wishing she could wash away the memories and scars of this horrible day from her mind. More than that, she wished she could go back in time and change history. She wished she could change the outcome of what was. But it didn’t work that way, though, and she knew it. They could never go back; forward was the only path worth choosing this side of heaven.