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Would You Rather. . .?

Most are probably familiar with the “Would You Rather?” game. You ask two choices and the person you ask has to decide which one he’d rather do. Most of the time, it’s easy to pick one or the other. “Would you rather eat brussels sprouts or ice cream?” is a good example.

But other times, it’s hard. “Would you rather live in a haunted house or hold a poisonous snake?” is difficult to choose. But one has to be picked. You can pick either one or the other, but one has to be chosen.

It’s the same way for most in life. All are given a “Would you rather choose Jesus or the world?” Most choose the world, simply because following Jesus for them is such a bother. It’s easier to do wrong than right. Most people hate being set apart and different from their peers, and they want to fit in, so they follow the rules of the world rather than Jesus’ commandments.

But as Christians, if we look weird to the world, then that’s a good thing. It means we’re consecrated, or set apart, by God; we’re different from the world. We march to the beat of a different drum, so to speak.

So when it comes to the “Would You Rather?” game of life, let’s choose Jesus. It’ll be worth it in the long run! One hundred percent guaranteed!

Beauty in Brokenness

Tiff paused on the castle wall, her jade eyes reflecting worry. Her frightened eyes contrasted sharply with the peaceful orange-and-pink sky; you’d think she saw a ghost. The birds twittered a few “goodnights;” the leaves rustled in the evening breeze; the golden clouds melted into orange and grayish-black. The Booma-Dooma Volcano’s shadows darkened from smoky navy to blurred violet. Dyna Blade’s metallic rainbow wings sparkled in the last rays of the setting sun as she and her chick settled down to sleep.

While the world was peaceful. . .

the atmosphere of the castle was not.

The tension inside the enormous building threatened to swallow the inhabitants whole.

The fear all felt could not be contained.

So what to do?

*Β  Β *Β  *

Tiff was not prepared for her long night, nor what the outcome was to be.

It all started before breakfast.Β  Tiff was in her room, reading a book, when her younger brother, Tuff, called her down. Reluctantly, Tiff marched down to the breakfast table and found her place, taking her seat just as Lady Like, her mother, waltzed in with the dishes.

“Good morning, guys!” little Ivene cried, leaping into the middle of the table and knocking the teapot off; thankfully, Sir Ebrum caught it before it landed on the linoleum and shattered to pieces. Starmonia sedately swaggered in, her green eyes glowing bright.

By the time the king and his snail sidekick came to breakfast, the rest were half-done with their food. “Hey, y’all could’ve saved some for the rest of us!” Dedede snapped. “Is this how my no-good servants behave toward me, the royal king of Dreamland?”

Save your thoughtless words and you won’t get hurt,” Ivene, the outspoken one, retorted, her brown eyes flashing. “Maybe if you showed a little more respect toward your subjects, we would show some more toward you.”

Escargoon chuckled and elbowed the king in the ribs. “She’s a mouthy one, huh, Sire?”

“Shut your mouth, you insignificant snailbrain!” Dedede ordered, banging Escargoon on the head. “When I want your worthless opinion, I’ll make sure to ask for it, got it?”

“Okay, fine. Sheesh,” Escargoon mumbled, rubbing his bruised head.

Tiff glanced across the table at one plate still filled. “Um, Mom?”

“Yes, darling?” Lady Like turned from the sink, a puzzled look on her weary but cheerful face.

“Why wasn’t Sir Meta Knight at breakfast?” Tiff asked. “He’s normally here around the same time we are.”

“Maybe he got held up patrolling,” Tuff kidded. “With all the work Dedede makes him do, perhaps he’s sleeping in.”

“Dedede would never allow that,” Sir Ebrum objected.

“Then what the heck is he doing?” Tiff demanded, standing up from her seat. “We should go see!”

“Whoa!” Lady Like objected. “I don’t think that’s a good idea. First of all, you don’t know what he’s doing. And secondly, if he even is doing something, it’s rude to interrupt.”

“But Mom!” Tiff exclaimed in exasperation. “What if something happened? We have to go see him now!”

“If you want to see him, fine,” Lady Like said, returning her attention to the dishes. “Just make sure you knock first.”

“Of course,” Tuff mumbled as she left the room, Ivene, Starmonia, and Tuff behind her. “What else would I do before entering his room?”

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Tiff reached the knight’s room and knocked on the wooden paneling. She stepped back, expecting the door to swing open. But nothing happened. The door stayed tightly shut. Tiff raised an eyebrow.

“Ummm,” Ivene said hesitantly.

“Tiff, are you sure he’s in there?” Tuff inquired.

“He’s got to be,” Tiff answered. “Sword and Blade told me he hasn’t been out of his room all morning.”

Tiff knocked again, more insistently this time, but still no reply came from within. Tiff was starting to get extremely bothered; why was her friend not answering? Surely he would have heard the knocks, unless. . .unless something had happened. . .

Tiff grasped the knob and tried to turn it, but it wouldn’t budge. The door was locked!

“The door!” cried Tiff. “It’s locked!”

“What?” Tuff exclaimed.

Tiff sucked in her breath. “That’s it!” she burst out. “I’m breaking down the door!” Ignoring the objections from her friends, she kicked in the door, sending a shower of dust and wood splinters flying into the air. The foursome rushed into the room, only to find it deserted.

“Did anybody check the balcony?” Ivene piped up.

Tuff ran out onto the balcony and came back a few seconds later. “No one’s there,” he reported.

“Then where the heck is he?” Ivene exclaimed, stamping her feet in frustration. “He couldn’t have just vanished into thin air!”

Tiff’s eyes roved around the room until they came to rest on the bathroom door. She frowned. “Um. . .”

“You’re not suggesting we check the bathroom, are you?” Tuff joked. “I, for one, am not interested in doing such a thing. If we are doing so, we should definitely follow Mom’s advice and knock first.”

Tiff hesitantly knocked on the door, but there was no answer. She reached for the knob and slowly turned it, and the door swung inward. She took one glance inside. . .and screamed at the top of her lungs, the blood draining from her face.

“What is it?!” Ivene shrieked, jumping to Tiff’s side. What she saw made her heart leap into her throat. She couldn’t believe it.

Meta Knight was lying unconscious on the floor in a pool of blood!

Ivene was speechless. She felt as though she were going crazy. All she could think of was that Sword and Blade absolutely could not witness this horrible scene; they would freak. After what seemed like an eternity, she found her voice and hollered, “Someone get Dr. Yabui!”

*Β  Β *Β  Β *

Tiff sat on the edge of Meta Knight’s bed and looked sadly at him. He seemed fine now, but there was something about him that didn’t seem normal. . .was it his color? His breathing? She was so scared she couldn’t think straight. She could never forget the red painting the floor of the bathroom. That image would remain with her for a lifetime.

Dr. Yabui snapped his medical bag shut and stood up. Tiff gazed up at him with worried eyes. “Dr. Yabui, what’s wrong with him?” she begged to know.

Dr. Yabui shrugged. “It appears to me he, er, threw up blood, though I really have no idea why. It seems to me it was caused by extreme stress or trauma, but I don’t know of anything terrible that happened to him, except for the losses and horror he experienced in the army.” He scratched his head. “Does anyone else know something I’m missing?”

No one said a word, but Starmonia noticed Tuff staring at her. “Why are you looking at me like that?” she asked.

Tuff crossed his arms. “I think you know,” he said.

Starmonia stared at him. “Why me?”

“You seem to be keeping a lot of secrets from us,” Tuff replied, “and so I think you know.”

Dr. Yabui frowned. “Starmonia, if you know something we don’t, you have to tell us.”

“It’s not fit for children to hear!” Starmonia shot back. “And besides, I promised Meta Knight I would never tell.”

“You have to tell us,” Dr. Yabui persisted. “We have to know.”

Starmonia knew there was no use arguing with him. She scowled. “Okay, fine,” she muttered. “If you really have to know, there’s no use keeping it in the dark, I suppose.” She sighed deeply. “Sir Meta Knight was abused. . .badly! I will not go into details, but we’ll leave it at that! All right?!”

There was a stunned silence. Tuff looked at the floor. Tiff turned away from Starmonia and looked at the far wall. Dr. Yabui twiddled with his bag. Ivene rolled her eyes to the ceiling, a peeved expression on her face. No one knew what to say; they were all in complete shock.

A knock came on the door and Dedede poked his head in. “Hello, everyone. What’s up? A meeting?”

“Oh, be quiet,” snarled Ivene. “Nobody’s in the mood for your wisecracks. Why don’t you go away and leave us alone?”

Dedede stared round at the solemn faces. “Hey, what’s up? Why do you all look like you’re attending a funeral?”

Tiff sniffled, tears filling her eyes. She ran her fingers over Meta Knight’s limp hand, hating how still he was.

Ivene tossed her head, her eyes glowing with a defiant light. “If you don’t get out of here fast, Dedede, we’re likely to be attending your funeral,” she snapped.

“Whoa!” Dedede held up a hand. “Chill! I’m not here to do anything! I just wanted to know why Dr. Yabui was here.”

“None of your business,” Tuff responded.

Dr. Yabui seemed uncomfortable. “Umm, I think I’ll be taking my leave now,” he said quietly, slipping out of the room, but not before calling, “Call me if he gets worse or does anything like this anything.”

“We will,” Ivene promised.

Dedede was left standing in the room with three angry kids and a silent adult. He felt as though he wasn’t welcome here, probably because he wasn’t. In truth, he didn’t feel as though he ought to be there. But here he was, nonetheless. No one looked at him; no one spoke to him; no one acknowledged him. He felt as though he didn’t exist.

At last, Ivene turned around and her eyes pierced him like a laser beam. “What do you want?” she coldly asked. “If you’re here to make fun of us, then do so. But don’t just stand there saying or doing nothing. You give me the creeps when you do that.”

“Um. . .” Dedede fiddled with his fingers. “Um, well, I just wanted to know what was going on. You all seem kind of upset about something, is all.”

Ivene stood up, her eyes glowing with fierce anger. “Yeah? And since when do you care if we’re upset?!” she cried. “You enjoy making everyone miserable! Ever since my sisters and I first arrived here in Cappy Town nearly fifteen years ago, you’ve done nothing but bother, tease, and humiliate everybody here! You think you’re the star of this show, but you’re not! In fact, you’re lower than anybody I’ve ever met! Even Nightmare himself probably couldn’t hold a candle to you!”

“That’s not true!” Starmonia exclaimed before she could stop herself. Realizing what she had just said, she clapped a paw over her mouth.

Tiff stared at her through shimmering eyes. “What?”

“Uhh, it’s nothing. . .” Starmonia turned away and rolled her eyes, hating herself. . . “I nearly gave away the secret!” she muttered.

Dedede seemed startled. “What is she talking about?”

Before anyone could answer, Meta Knight suddenly stirred and opened his eyes. Tiff was so relieved he was waking up that she forgot Dedede for her friend. “Meta Knight!” she murmured.

“Tiff?” The knight sat up and grasped her hand. “Where am I. . .What are you doing in here?” He looked at the others crowded round the bedside and at Dedede standing by the door. “Why are you all in my room?”

“Ummm, it’s a long story,” Tuff replied. “But long story short, you threw up, passed out in your bathroom, and Dr. Yabui came to find out what was wrong. Starmonia told us you had been abused.”

“Tuff!” Ivene gasped.

Starmonia groaned under her breath. “Tuff, why. . .”

Meta Knight stared at Tuff. “She did what?”

Tuff rubbed the back of his neck, wondering if he should have said that. “Um, uh, she said you, uh, were. . .abused? I guess. . .” His voice trailed off.

Tiff brushed her hand across her eyes. “She said you were abused,” she said, her voice threatening to crack. “She said you wanted her to keep it a secret, but I don’t know why. It’s not like such a horrible thing can be kept in the dark forever.”

“Why did you never tell us?” Ivene asked.

Meta Knight’s grip involuntarily tightened on Tiff’s hand. “It was bad enough living through those memories once,” he whispered. “Why bring them up again?”

“Oh, I don’t think you ever need to bring them up again,” Ivene retorted. “In fact, I bet you think of them all the time and that’s what causes you to stress yourself out and throw up just like you did today. Isn’t that right. Sir Meta Knight?”

Meta Knight was so shocked he couldn’t answer.

“Ivene!” Starmonia hissed through clenched teeth. “Stop it!”

“You know,” Ivene went on, ignoring her sister, “the more you try to keep your bad secrets in the dark, the more they’ll show. And one day, they’re gonna spill over.” She scowled at him. “What else are you keeping from us? Huh? What else have you not told us?”

“Nothing!” Meta Knight replied, but his voice was shaking.

“You saying so doesn’t make it true! Not in the slightest!” Ivene shouted.

“Ivene, I don’t think. . .” Tuff began.

“Quiet!” Ivene ordered. “I’m not talking to you! This is between me and Sir Meta Knight!” Back to the knight. “If you have anything you’re suffering from, tell us now! Now is the time to spill everything that’s bothering you!”

“Nothing is bothering me,” Meta Knight spoke, but his voice was strained with emotion. “I-I’m fine.”

“Fine?!” Ivene shrieked. “Fine?!! I don’t call throwing up, being stressed, having bad nightmares and horrible flashbacks, and not being able to sleep being fine! That’s a total lie, and you know it!”

“Ivene, stop!” Starmonia ordered. “That’s quite enough out of you! And stop yelling! That’s not going to help anything in the slightest!”

Ivene stopped yelling and the angry look faded from her eyes. The room became silent. No one spoke. No one moved. Finally, Ivene looked back at the soldier. “Meta Knight. . .” she said, her voice as calm as calm could be defined, “. . .take off your mask.”

Meta Knight hesitated. He didn’t seem willing to oblige.

“Don’t you see?” Ivene insisted, a slight hint of impatience in her voice. “You’re getting all shut off with your mask on for ages and ages! You need to take it off.”

Meta Knight dropped his gaze to the floor, not knowing what to say. After a moment, he reached up and removed his mask, and for the first time since she was very young, Tiff saw his true face. She gasped in surprise.

Dedede took a step back, startled. He had never before seen Meta Knight unmasked. “Whoa! Uh. . .”

“And now do you see why I always wished to hide myself from the world?” Meta Knight asked, his voice quavering. “I am afraid others will hate me as I hate myself. I blame myself for everything that’s happened to me all these years. I am afraid others will criticize and make fun of me as those who have hurt me in the past did.”

Tiff was shocked by her friend’s words, but even more shocked by. . . “Meta Knight!” she gasped. “Are you crying?” She had never before seen him cry.

Ivene sighed heavily, her high-toned ears wilting. Starmonia sat beside her baby sister, Tuff standing beside the two of them. Dedede was too stunned to say a word.

“M-Meta Knight?” Tiff gently touched his hand. “Don’t cry. It’ll be all right. Really. It will.” Hardly thinking about what she was doing, she hugged him gently, soothingly. He leaned against her shoulder, his body shaking uncontrollably, tears seeping out of his eyes and onto her shirt. She didn’t care about herself; her friends were more important.

“‘It’ll be all right?'” Dedede softly repeated to himself. He pressed a hand to his head, suddenly feeling like he had heard that phrase before. . .many years ago. . .

_ _ _

“Dede?” Little Tiff, aged three years old, slipped into the king’s bedroom. Dedede was lying on his bed, facing the wall, his shoulders trembling. Tiff climbed onto the bed and sat beside him, tapping his shoulder gently. “Dedede aw wight?”

Dedede sniffled and turned over to see Tiff sitting beside him. He was honestly astonished to see her. He had never been nice to the girl and yet here she was, a sincere expression of concern on her face. He wiped his face. “I’m fine, Tiff.”

Tiff didn’t look convinced. “Why Dede cwy?” she inquired, her little face screwing up into a look of sympathy. “Happen?”

“N-No, nothing happened, child. . .” But it was not true. He had suffered from another nightmare about his father throwing him off the turret, but he did not want to admit it. “It’s nothing, r-really. I’m. . .”

Tiff touched his hand. “Dede, why cwy?” she asked again, her voice filled with sadness. “Why?”

Dedede couldn’t answer. He had never felt this before, but strangely, he felt as though Tiff really. . .loved him. Actually cared about him. He had never felt this way before in his life. Another tear slipped down his face as he reache d out and embraced Tiff, who patted him lovingly.

“It be aw wight, Dedede,” Tiff said softly. “It be aw wight. God wuvs you.”

_ _ _

“Dedede?” Ivene asked. “What’s wrong? Why are you spacing out?”

Dedede, startled, snapped back into reality. “Uh, uh, I’m sorry. I was just. . .” Why did I think about that now, of all times? he wondered.

Tiff wasn’t paying any attention to Dedede’s strange behavior. She was too absorbed in comforting Meta Knight. She could vaguely recall comforting several times in the past when he seemed stressed or traumatized, but never when he cried. In fact, she couldn’t recall him ever crying in front of her. But now he no longer seemed to be the strong, stoic knight she had always known. Now he seemed like a broken, fallen soldier who needed to be reminded how much he was truly loved. . .both by his friends and by God Himself.

“Meta Knight, I need to tell you something,” she said quietly, a lump in her throat. “I love you way more than you will ever know, and you cannot comprehend how much I appreciate you being my friend. I hate seeing you upset or unhappy, and I long to make you feel better, but I can’t if I don’t know what’s wrong. I know you have a lot of trust issues and I can respect that, but I wish to goodness you’d be more upfront and honest with me about what’s going on with you.” She sighed shakily. “I know you hate yourself for what happened to you all those years ago, but know God sees something in you no one else could ever see. . .beauty in your brokenness, my friend.” She held him closer as she spoke, and the tears she had been holding back finally spilled over and streamed down her face. “I really want you to know,” she choked out, “that nothing you do will ever shake my love for you!”

Dedede was touched by the scene. He had never really noticed it before, but Tiff and Meta Knight seemed to have a beautiful and intimate bond of friendship. They were always together, always talking, always hanging out, always training, always seeing the good in each other despite their faults. I wonder why I didn’t see it there before? he wondered.

He looked at them a moment longer, puzzlement clouding his features. Then he smiled.

He decided it didn’t really matter why he hadn’t seen their bond before. The important thing was that they had it.

They didn’t care about each other’s pasts.

They didn’t care about each other’s faults.

All they cared about was their loving bond for each other.

And that was how it was supposed to be.

 

-Starmonia

 

P.S. Let me know what you think of the story!

Post Review: “Beautiful Little Weirdos” by Livora Gracely

Today, I need to talk to you readers about a post that really spoke to me about friendship: “Beautiful Little Weirdos” by Livora Gracely, author of the WordPress site livoragracely.wordpress.com

Post link: https://livoragracely.wordpress.com/2026/05/13/beautiful-little-weirdos/

 

This post was amazing in that it described friendship in a way I never could. Friendship is a beautiful thing that God gave us as a wonderful gift so we would never be alone. Humans are social, and being alone is unnatural. Friendship was given so we could be around each other, love one another, help one another, know one another.

 

Livora’s post is amazing in that it taught that friendship became stronger through nonsense and “real friends are not impressed by perfection anyway” is all true. The truth about friends that “laugh at your strange stories, understand your random moods, and somehow survive your dramatic ‘I’m fine’ speeches without running away” is so profound. Good and true friends will love you, even in your imperfection and strangeness.

When Livora mentioned that “friendship is often built from tiny moments nobody plans”, I was blown away. That was so simple and yet so strong. True friends bond over the smallest things, whether it be eating lunch together or chatting back and forth at three o’clock in the morning. The simplest things friends learn to love usually begin with the one whom they are befriending.

True friends are also good for therapy; they remind you that bad things are not the end of the world. They stick up for you through your worst moments and pray with you, love you, stay with you when you need them. . .the whole nine yards.

Livora finished with this amazing outro: “Maybe that is why friendship feels magical without trying too hard. It gives people a place where they can be unfinished, imperfect, loud, quiet, awkward, hopeful, and still deeply loved. Honestly, that kind of connection is rarer than treasure and probably healthier than overthinking everything alone.”

That is a beautiful truth that we all should embrace. God was so gracious to give us friendship and friends. We should thank God every day for our friends and for every little moment we spend with them, for they are our special gift.

Book 3: With You Always

A Word from the Author

 

Hello for the third time, my readers! I’ve learned so from this scary, sad, but hopeful story of faith, love,Β  and hope, and I trust you all have as well.

A few things here: One, this whole story is fiction, and it expands on the Kirby universe. This entire series is known as Christian fiction, meaning that one or more characters in the story are Christians and use the Bible to solve the problem(s). And I know that not everyone who reads this series is Christian. Tat’s perfectly fine, though; I don’t expect everyone to be. But something I do expect, dear readers, is that you learn something valuable from each story I write.

But while the story is fiction, the Bible is loaded with evidence that’s real and overwhelming. The Bible is the only Book that is authentic and valid and lines up with history and answers all questions about hefty topics, such as Noah’s Flood.

However, many people are puzzled by the Bible. They ask questions like: Does the Bible contradict itself? Who was Cain’s wife? How could Jesus die on the cross for me? If God loves us, why are we all suffering? Are angels real? What is my purpose in life?

These questions and more are answered by the Bible. False teachers and books (other than the Bible) can’t always be trusted. But the Bible can be. Why? Because it was given us by Godβ€”yes, Jesus Christ, the Alpha and the Omega, the Beginning and the End, the First and the Last. Jesus is alive, and living, and real. If He had not been born. . .if He had not died. . .if He were not a real person and did not exist, then we wouldn’t even be here. We wouldn’t exist. We would merely be dust in the dirt

Joseph and his crew’s actions in this story may bother a lot of people. But justice is always served to those who hurt God’s people and commit moral evils. The Bible makes this very clear in Proverbs 11: 5- The righteousness of the blameless will direct his way, but the wicked shall fall by his own wickedness.” I wanted to emphasize that verity.

God gave every single one of us a mind and a conscience. He keeps human depravity in check. He won’t let destruction run rampant. Yes, there are many evils in the world, we see. There are drunkards, murderers, rapists, and thieves. There are slave traders, those who abuse power, and even those who exploit their own people. But thanks to God keeping our depravity in check, we’re not all lying in our caskets right at this point.

By God’s grace, we are alive. By the Lord’s mercy, we aren’t struck dead by His hand, though we have every right to be condemned and die a miserable death in hell. We all have a choice to accept Him as our Savior. And if a true Christian truly accepts God in his heart, he will never regret his decision. Never.

The Romans Road of Salvation gives us three things we can do to be saved.

Aβ€”Acknowledge: Acknowledge that you are a sinner in need of salvation and that you need Christ. You are not independent from God; you need God and learn from God. Without Him, you are spiritually dead.

Bβ€”Believe: Believe that Jesus died on the cross to save you and He was buried and rose again the third day out of that grave for YOU! Jesus conquered death and reigns on His throne in heaven.

Cβ€”Confess: Confess your sins to Him and ask for forgiveness. Beg Him to enter into your heart and be your Lord and Savior. He will govern your life the moment You ask Him to. You don’t need to pray in a fancy manner; just ask for forgiveness, confess your sins, and believe on Christ.

Dear readers, I hope you will respond to the truth of the gospel if you have not already. God loves all and wants to save all.

Next book is coming up, and see you then! God bless you all, my friends!

Book 3: With You Always

Epilogue

 

Two months later. . .

 

Dear Cloudy,
Prism Plains is the best! My new Christian school, Jehovah Elementary, is amazing! My teachers are so nice and my classmates are very kind. I even made a new friend! Her name is Alicia Flasher. She’s great at singing and even plays the organ at church!

Dad is making a lot of money at his job. He’s great at what he does. Mom is fine too. So are my brothers. She says they’ll be born any day now. I can’t wait!

How is your family? How are the Stellarums? And my other friends? I really miss you guys a lot, but God has provided so many new opportunities for me.Β  If ever I get too sad about you guys, I read Miss Scazzarda’s card and then feel better.

God is good! I truly love Him!

Say hello to all my friends back in Spring Breeze for me!

Your friend,
Miriam.

 

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Dear Miriam,
Everyone is just fine back here in Spring Breeze! We’re all learning to cope with you being gone, but we miss you lots, though, and hope you come for a visit soon!

I’m glad to hear you have a new friend! I would like to meet her someday. I’m also happy your dad is doing well at his job and that your mother and brothers are doing wonderfully. I’m also glad you’re still trusting in God and that you read Miss Scazzarda’s Scripture card when you feel down about us.

Oh, by the way, I have big news! Do you remember Derek, who helped rescue you from Joseph Unswall? I went to the prison with my mom a few days ago and learned he became saved! He’s now a child of God! That’s so exciting, isn’t it? I’m glad he finally saw the truth and accepted Jesus as His Savior!

Another piece of news: A church is being built next to Oromo Thuli! Now we’ll have a church to go to on Sundays! I went to the construction sight with Daddy two days ago and saw the building materials lying all over the ground. It’s hard to believe those pieces of wood, brick, and metal will one day become a tall building with a steeple. Strange to think about, hm?

I’ll keep you updated on any news in the future! For now, farewell! I love you a lot and wish you the best in your life, sweet friend!

God be praised!

Sincerely,
Cloudburst (Cloudy).”

~Β  Β ~Β  Β ~

 

Thus ends another book, dear readers. But always remember: God is always with you. In the highs and lows, good and bad, dark and light, He will never forsake you. No matter if you’re a sinner or a saint, no matter if you’re an agnostic or a believer, He will always be with you and love you.

Book 3: With You Always

Chapter Eleven: The Next Chapter

 

Finally, the melancholy day which everyone around Spring Breeze had tried to forget arrived. It was the day Miriam had to move away.

Cloudy and her friends, including Scazzarda, Liloy, and Meta Knight, were there to see her off. As they crossed the street, Cloudy tried to ignore the brown moving van in front of the house. But deep down, she knew she would no longer be able to shove aside the fact that Miriam would never truly return. And minus the yearly visits and holiday stays, she would be goneβ€”forever. Cloudy couldn’t wrap her head around that verity. She tried to shut it out of her thoughts, but it continued to scream in her head.

Leo was sitting in the driver’s seat of the Capperdale’s shiny red SUV when Cloudy and the others walked up. Miriam and Meredith were packing a set of dishes into a cotton-lined cardboard box with shabby edges. When Miriam looked up and eyed Cloudy and company, her face changed from aloofness to throes of depression and gloominess. She tugged on her mother’s dress sleeve and said something to her that Cloudy couldn’t quite hear. Meredith nodded, but told her to hurry because they were about to depart.

Miriam bolted over to her friends and the first one she threw her arms around was Cloudy. “I’m going to miss you terribly!” she cried. “I wish I didn’t have to go!”

Cloudy felt a flood of dispiritedness upsurge in her, but with a great effort she restrained it. “Don’t worry, Miriam,” she spoke, attempting to sound cheerful but not quite succeeding. “You’ll still see us when your family comes to visit. And maybe we can even pay a call to your house sometime. That’s better than nothing, right?”

“I guess so,” answered Miriam, sounding so disconsolate Cloudy could barely stand it, “but it’s not the same at all. I wish with all my heart and soul time would stop and I could stay here forever. I know moving is what God wants for me, and I won’t argue with his will, but it makes me sad to leave behind everything I’ve ever known.” Tears welled in her eyes and she hastily rubbed them away on her shirt sleeve.

Cloudy too felt sad about what was taking place in the moment. This chapter in their livesβ€”the chapter of good times, laughter, and hanging out, as well as adventures together and lots of fright, tears, and beautyβ€”was almost over. It was nearly finished. But Miriam’s right, she thought. God’s calling her to move because He wants what’s best for her. We may feel sad she’s leaving, but there’s a reason she is. God wants her to have a better life than she does here.

Miriam was thinking along the same lines as Cloudy. Despite her despondency, she felt relieved and full of peace knowing God loved her and was taking care of her.

Miriam gently disengaged from Cloudy and then cuddled the other children. She spent the longest time with Zach. Her narrow fingers nimbly linked in his, she told him how much she would miss him and asked him to write as much as possible. He promised he would.

Then Miriam turned to Scazzarda. The older woman wrapped her arms around the young girl and tugged her close. Miriam leaned her head against Scazzarda’s chest, listening to her heartbeat and reticent breathing. There was a protracted stillness.

“Miriam,” Scazzarda said at last.

Miriam snuffled and looked up at her. “Yeah?”

“I want you to have this.” From her dress pocket, Scazzarda produced a decorative handpainted card with Matthew 28:20b designed on it. Bordering the edges of the card were lilac sprays, golden roses, and the glittering, vibrating wings of lunar moths and monarch butterflies as they flitted and flapped about. Miriam gasped at the breathtaking artwork so masterfully crafted onto the miniature white card.

“My mother painted this card when she was a little girl,” explained Scazzarda. “It’s very old and fragile, but in good condition from years of careful handling. I trust you’ll take very good care of it.”

“I will,” Miriam said. “I will. I promise.” She glanced down at the verse again and slowly read it aloud: “And surely I am with youΒ always, to the very end of the age.”

“Of course,” Scazzarda replied, kneeling beside her. “I gave this to you so you would be reminded that God is with you wherever you go. He’ll never leave you or abandon you.”

“I know He never will,” Miriam said softly, “but I’ll miss you all so much. It won’t be the same without you.”

Scazzarda released a heavy sigh, her eyes glistering with a peculiar light. “I know you’re upset, Miriam, but know that this side of heaven, one chapter doesn’t go on forever. It can’t, in fact.” She gripped Miriam’s hand in both of hers. “God has decided to end this chapter, but that doesn’t mean the book is concluded.” She laughed. “In fact, your story’s just beginning!”

Miriam continued to gaze down at the card for the longest time, an expression of fascination and awe shining in her dark eyes. Then she suddenly grinned at Scazzarda. “Thank you!” she exclaimed, throwing her arms around her neck. “Thanks so much, Miss Scazzarda!”

Scazzarda chuckled, tousling Miriam’s glossy black hair. “You’re most welcome, child.”

Miriam then embraced Liloy. “See you later, Liloy. I look forward to seeing your baby.”

“I’ll miss you dearly, Miriam.” Liloy’s eyes dazzled down at her. “Don’t forget us.”

“You know I’d never forget you,” Miriam responded. “No matter what.”

Last was Meta Knight. Miriam hesitated as she stood in front of him, unsure whether she should hug him or just say something to him. With a bit of indecision, she held out her hand to him, not knowing what else to do. He stared at her for a few seconds with a blend of confusionΒ  and unsurety in his eyes. Then he reached out and clasped her hand in his, his fingers involuntarily tightening around hers. She smiled at him, then placed her arms around him and delicately hugged him. She sensed he seemed tense, frightened, and she almost felt she could understand why. It could occasionally be uncomfortable and weird to hug someone outside your own family, especially if you had a dark past and were wary of certain characters. In this sinister world, it was difficult to know who to trust. While Miriam knew Meta Knight trusted her, she also knew he still struggled with past trauma, and she in no way blamed him for being so apprehensive about being affectionate with those outside his family.

Miriam and Meta Knight gently pulled apart and stood looking steadily at one another. At that moment, Leo honked the horn. “Time to leave, Miriam,” he called.

Miriam withdrew her hand from Meta Knight’s trembling one. “I love you,” she softly whispered. “I’ll miss you terribly.”

Meta Knight tightly clutched the edge of his cape, He suddenly found it harder to breathe. “I love you too, Miriam,” he replied, his voice beginning to choke up. He drew his cape around his body. “I wish you the best.”

A somber smile lingered on Miriam’s lips as she thanked him with a tearful look. She slowly trudged to the car, opened the door, and climbed into the backseat.

Leo poked his head out the window and shouted to the driverΒ  of the van, “We’re ready to go!”

“Aye, sir!” The driver saluted and started the engine. Slowly he began to drive off, the cargo inside making slight rattling noises. Leo kicked into drive and smoothly started off after the van.

As the car pulled away, Miriam rolled down her window, stuck her hand out, and waved to her friends standing alone by the empty house, looking forlorn. They waved in return.

But not one said goodbye.

For while they knew the chapter was over, life’s book was still to be continued.

 

* * * * *

 

Cloudy looked at Miriam’s deserted house and suddenly felt very alone, more alone than she had ever felt in her life. But at the same time, a sprinkle of warmth and peace began to parch her bleak and drab soul. She didn’t know what God planned to write next, but she was ready to jump into the next chapter with confidence and ease. With God on my side, I can do anything, she thought. No matter how rocky the trail ahead gets, God is with me. And He will guard me. . .through every chapter of this life.